Hey Aaron,
firstly, Mazal Tov! May you be zoche to build a true healthy and growing home.
Perhaps, if you are comfortable, it may be helpful to share a little more about your struggle and where you are holding in recovery.
A healthy, normal, self aware, growing person, even if he is still struggling can and Iy'h will have a very happy marriage.
If on the other hand you cant seem to see any success for any substantial period of time or cant seem to stick to any given program, then it's a different story.
Only you can know, so you have to figure that out.
Best of luck,
Wilnevergiveup
