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Anyone else? 30 Jun 2019 11:58 #342001

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I had this huge urge to look at p and i downloaded and just before watching i contemplated watching without mzl .... now could it be that bad? But then i remembered i will have to reset my day count on gye!! Will it be worth it?   So i deleted everything..... and then i woke up!!!   Thank you gye!!!!


anyone else had such experiances? 

Re: Anyone else? 30 Jun 2019 14:39 #342002

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yes
this morning i masturbated and then had to tell everyone i lost my sobriety and contemplated how difficult it would be for me to stay sober today without the willingness
Then i woke up!

Re: Anyone else? 30 Jun 2019 15:10 #342003

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Not lately, but in the past I had such dreams many times. 
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
- General Grant


My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends

Re: Anyone else? 07 Jul 2019 16:57 #342125

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Normal in the beginning, I think. Had a few such dreams in the beginning but B"H when not white knuckling it's not usually something I'm thinking about during the day....

Re: Anyone else? 09 Jul 2019 07:37 #342164

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And remember that is just a dream 

Re: Anyone else? 09 Jul 2019 18:34 #342184

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No it wasnt a dream it was a nighmare! (A nightmare with a good ending:laughing:) 

B"H the lust attacks are becoming less and less! So just a sidenote even after 90 days your still not home and dry... it helps because it shows you can do it but you always have to be on guard! 

may we all go from strengthbto strength!
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