Day 103:  The power of song blessed our Shabbat, in the sweet joy of music on DVDs, we kept the day holy, and enjoy thought on Purim.  We enjoy healthy food, of lots of fruits, and a millet flax bread from a local health store. When joy filled my heart no temptation bothered me. And this in my wife and my separation, when acts of kindness to help around the house at these seasons are a regular things, and a heartfelt thankyou, from my mate was so nice. I brought here food and smoothie to the bedroom door, and words of kindness made this day a link of union, and we reminding our selves we rest from our daily routine of work.

Day 105: Our Mo is to be the diamond under pressure, and to find diamonds, Chabad has a mini phrase right now.
what a blessing, no time for anger, or lust, we are all dust, it is a must, all man is but one family. 

Day 106: Our desire to drink water, that removes toxins, decrease pain, disease, and cravings, is not equal to our true need of it, as with breathing there must be a constant daily decision to take full breathes every hour, or when decision and exercise is in the mix. So with drinking water, fresh, clean, natural full with O2.  Energized with sunlight, and when every possible from a living spring, purified to make it G-d given, as in the wilderness as Israel went to their promised home. For myself I on hot days drink 2 gallons, with some benonight clay. I love to work outdoors in the sun, for muscle grows better with outdoor exercise, and I glad I sweat, for with sweat the water within returns to the clouds to descend again for man's blessing. Forest gardening work is in my mind one of our Makers first best measures to help mans restoration, plus if carried out with Torah standard in mind AIDS in fresh foods in season, at the best possible harvest blessings, for one who had his own garden does not need to depend on stores, but has his own sufficiency.  Eating fresh leds to a Resh life.  If we obey our One,we shall be head, for we follow our Creator. You shall be the head, not the tail, you are Israel, of HaShem, praise One who lifts us up.

Day 107: Just a few days from 110,  the length of life of Jacobs son, Joseph.  He conquer lust, live Torah in Egypt,   And claim of his Jewishness. Joseph lived 110 years.

Day 109: In honor of Joseph of Torah, who conquer lust, who was a Jew in another land, who forgave his brothers, who when he died, he had to be buried in his home land, as a Jew.  He made the most of his slavery, he prayed, and the Almighty gave him dreams of the future, he was faithful in work, and always advancing when in prison. I do not at this time know any of the oral tradition, but here is a Jew in a foreign land, yet he with One's help saves Egypt, and family, he was a leader among men.  His one younger brother had advantage, yet if that brother would only continue to use his blessing for the good of Israel, and the family of  Adam, as Joseph did.  We all have people who have inspired us, let their inspiration help us to made the right decision today.

Day 110: A happy Shabbat, time with family, what a joy, may all the pull of business be crown with Shema rule of life, whenever I witness leaders who aid in quality family time, then it is, may I  continue to volunteer for Eden top objective for men!  Families are to be willingly fruitful.

Day 111: The emails are nice for my busy work cycle. I never wish to lose the victory gained, may my Jewish friends find help among these leaders who have a site that should be a wonderful stay for you.  While I my on a journey to follow the G-d of Abraham, to get to know the One better and better, my character development is going to be improved, and can and will continue being a better person in the process, thanks for your patience. Extra work has come for a few days, I hope to send a second portion of the 70/$90 I vowed to the Almighty.

2 Days of 10 hour work, it work that pays my bills, give me a chance to thank, Elohim for my family, discussing with Him what they mean to me, I also like Chizuk 1122, why the most beautiful are testers, to see if we close eyes to others boundaries, and openly thank our Maker for the beauty of nature and His wisdom.  I can state that when I through the day fill my eyes with nature beauty, I have less problems with lust.  I can also state that when I acknowledge the beauty of wisdom of our Maker, is better for me, than crossing boundaries that are not mine, I then seek the glory of His unseen presence, in the waiting time, all lust is burn up in His Beauty of wisdom.  If you have not read, Chizuk #1122 , please take a moment. Day 112 & 113.

120 days: I HOPE and pray this is gained by every one reaching 90 days. It is one day at a time.  Even when I tempted myself, only for that first suggestive moment, I S.T.O.P., To Offer Prayer. Then in the strength of HaShem made a better kosher choice in thought and deed. Have a very nice day.

 Long days of work, as like Egypt, yet thank the Almighty, when time is available the last 70 of $90. shall be sent. Soon my vow shall be complete. Still leaning on the Almighty, hope to explain soon, must sleep, 1:26am Florida. Day 127.

At any time the strutting maidens may pass by where you work, twice yesterday at the organic farm I was working that was the case.  Good things I was tilling a difficult field, had not been tilled since last year.  Though my eyes wanted to wander, I have a choice which I took over and over, weeds had grown, the roots and weeds had to be removed. I could only expect a mind and field rewarding my efforts with a better yield, if I stay set to doing the job I came to do, and with a song in my heart, I surprised the owner with a larger plough field than he planned.

Day 129: One of the woman I work for would not be noted as attractive. What a quality blessing, our teasing in work, the trials of the day, an opportunity to clean her porch screens without me having to guard my eyes. It was a great time, I could talk to some of the opposite sex, and not having my body screaming to look at her. Yes, yes, there are flowers that have a perfume fragrance. Yes there are beautiful flowers that when the wrong creature attempts to get to intimate, it would die. I will treasure and seek to find the ordinary woman who loves righteousness, who can occasionally have a conversation without me want more than simple conversation.  It is good to have my intimate companion, my wife, may I continue to keep her my only apple of my eye.  No, no it is not always easy, but love and the best in life will grant us opportunity to chose the wiser, not always because it is the most beautiful, externally.

Day 132: Time to renew my mind to head toward receiving the 613 commandment that our Maker is trying to make living yearly realities, through the appointed times we many also journey together. 50 days of counting the Omer, another count of days shorter, but it is designed. We can count these days with there lessons with the 90 days, and the 90 days will be easier. Yesterday I reviewed and prayed for loving kindness through discipline, today I am staying with the theme of loving kindness of my Maker, and will add what? How do you think this 50 days aid GYE men?

Day 3 of the Omer count included harmony with compassion, and loving kindness, encouraging us to reach out with love wheather someone deserve it or not. This is a wonderful life changer, always leaving others in the hands of the Almighty, but helping us to be filled with love, no matter what.  With these virtues we will be strong in the Almighty to avoid only settlling for self love. As we receive the force of personal loving kindness from its One unfailing Source we will continuelh be renewed to be a son of Loving Kindness, thus having selfishness banished in the One who is our Life purpose, and our existence of being.