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On reaching 90 dsys 29 Dec 2014 22:56 #246085

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For many years I was working under the false premise (I guess I could of easily realize is false) that in as much as I don't see actual pornography, I'm ok.
Lust thoughts and not so shmutz-shmutz,
reading and watching was aloud. (actually,
ocassionaly, was pretty shmutzick). after
finding this amazing
place, some one help me to realize that any lust thoughts, in any
form and shape, is lust.
I just reach the 90 days, and I found amazing
how, even after so many days clean, every time i let the smallest crack open for a lustfull thought to come in, I
start seen everywhere triggers. I close that little crack, and again the world looks good and normal again. No matter 90 or not 90, you
can't never let go no even for a second.

Re: On reaching 90 dsys 30 Dec 2014 00:03 #246095

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Mazel Tov to your 90+ may you continue on this path forever!

This Avodah is forever, we have to watch over our Neshamah at all times, however with working much it slowly becomes easier but we can NEVER remove the guard.

So, much Hatzlacha on your eternal trip to sobriety.
הסיבה שיש דברים קשים העוברים עליך היא בגלל שהאדם חושב כי "אני עומד" שהוא מנהל הכל,
ברגע שיתן הכנעה כי השי"ת מנהיג הכל אז כבר אפשר להתמודד עם הקשיים. שמעתי מאדם גדול

If life is a LEMON make LEMONADE

Thank You Hashem for every moment of Sobriety!

Re: On reaching 90 dsys 21 Dec 2015 23:30 #271994

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cuidandome. wrote:
For many years I was working under the false premise (I guess I could of easily realize is false) that in as much as I don't see actual pornography, I'm ok.
Lust thoughts and not so shmutz-shmutz,
reading and watching was aloud. (actually,
ocassionaly, was pretty shmutzick). after
finding this amazing
place, some one help me to realize that any lust thoughts, in any
form and shape, is lust.
I just reach the 90 days, and I found amazing
how, even after so many days clean, every time i let the smallest crack open for a lustfull thought to come in, I
start seen everywhere triggers. I close that little crack, and again the world looks good and normal again. No matter 90 or not 90, you
can't never let go no even for a second.


How true!!
I wish I knew this years ago!
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FSKOT! (Fell Shmell--Keep on Trucking) (The Rebba R' Bards)

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Re: On reaching 90 dsys 21 Dec 2020 00:10 #359226

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cuidandome. wrote on 29 Dec 2014 22:56:
For many years I was working under the false premise (I guess I could of easily realize is false) that in as much as I don't see actual pornography, I'm ok.
Lust thoughts and not so shmutz-shmutz,
reading and watching was aloud. (actually,
ocassionaly, was pretty shmutzick). after
finding this amazing
place, some one help me to realize that any lust thoughts, in any
form and shape, is lust.
I just reach the 90 days, and I found amazing
how, even after so many days clean, every time i let the smallest crack open for a lustfull thought to come in, I
start seen everywhere triggers. I close that little crack, and again the world looks good and normal again. No matter 90 or not 90, you
can't never let go no even for a second.

Maskim and Mazel Tov!

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