Dear Joe,
It's clear you have what it takes: that you know you don't have what it takes. But what did you mean in the last line of the post: ...but Im not going to b/c HaShem has healed me? I just don't know what you are trying to say.
Whatever it is, we respect you a great deal for your honesty and opennes, precious gifts that are the very fabric of GYE. Me3 and I are just sharing what works for us - if it's not your way that's great! We can still be recovery buddies, right?
Love,
Dov

I said Im not going to "Fall" because HaShem has healed me...ok? I stand by my statement and will be truthful and honest with my friends here who has helped me so very much...I thank you all for your kind words and direction..I will keep you all informed..

Joe

Hope you keep us informed with good news!

I put T'fillin on today with no guilt Baruch HaShem!!

That's fantastic! Enjoy your feelings of closeness to hashem!

Silent..your last post to me was your 1777th post..Im playing that number today...7 is one of Hashems numbers

Joe

Hey joe wats up?? Reading your last few posts, it seems your really getting yourself to a good place. Keep it up and wishing you the best of luck!! Were rootin for ya bro!

imtrying25..man you have been there for me...I really thank you..Im not saying that the yh is going to quit whispering in my ear...Im saying im going to "Change the Channel" in my mind when he does...Im confident that HaShem is doing things in my life right now...I feel like im going to be ok for the first time in a long time...I can't look at filth and look in the face of my beautiful faithful wife that HaShem has givin to me any longer..this might sound crazy but I watched a movie the other day and there was a marriage scene and the minister explained "Till Death do us part" and " For better or worse"  that had an impact on me...Im going to keep  true what my wife has now for many yrs...like I said..good things are happening..miracles everywhere...just look in the mirror and you'll see one

Joe the giant killer

I love it, Joe! "Change the channel"! thanks - I hope to use it the next time...you-know-what....
Peace, Joe.

Looking for miracles................yes that is the way we find them. So many people cant understand why they never get the miracles, oy if they would only realize they need just look for them!! And joe you are sure looking and looking. So keep on seeing dem miracles!!!!

That's awesome - keep on rocking!

Wow. Miracles are happening... Go Joe Go!

guardureyes wrote on 24 Feb 2010 21:13:
Yes miracle ARE happening. And one of them is right here!!! Getting Guard to post on your thread is a miracle in it of itself! :D

Today is a Fast Day...Im Fasting today and thanking Hashem for saving our ancestors in Queen  Esters time but Im also thanking him for saving all of us as well...the Miracles are truly here for us today ...open your eyes and reach out...if we take one step to HaShem he takes two to us..that excites me I pray you all have a grat and meaningful Fast Day, and I pray we all move just a little closer to the light so we can expel a whole lot of darkness

Joe

Im still standing strong against the yh...Baruch HaShem..I am healed..I'll keep you all posted.

Joe The giant killer