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..."the smell of freedom!" 30 Jan 2013 16:08 #201557

Although I have only been on this forum a short time, and I am only on my fourth clean day- (still 86 to go!), I want to share with everyone: these four days, its sad to say, are a huge accomplishment in my life! Any other time after four days I feel like I'm about to explode with lust! Never mind up to a week. Now, BH, all I did was put one post on the forum, and I feel exactly like "a shared problem is half a problem". There are people out there ready to help me. I am now going to print the big book, join a 12 step phone group- because however much I try to convince myself otherwise, I know that I AM AN ADDICT. And I need help. I am also going to find a sponsor.
Thank you so much everyone at GYE, every person here is changing my life!
And a message to anyone out there who just occasionally reads the forums as a guest (out of guilt after a fall): GET INVOLVED!! Make the first move! And as GYE puts it: "once your here, everyone will just pull you up with them". The smell of freedom is soooo good! "sur m'ra" sometimes feels even better than "asae toiv".
BEST OF LUCK TO YOU ALL :-D

Re: ... 30 Jan 2013 20:38 #201566

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ahhhhhhhh
gevaldig

(btw, freedom smells like cinammon buns and vanilla coffee
if you're fleishig it smells like overnight kugel with ptcha)
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
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Give, Forgive
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The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
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Re: ... 30 Jan 2013 23:48 #201577

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Welcome to the club startingrecovery! (back slap)

We're like family here (we may disagree sometimes but we love each other)

Joining GYE was the best thing I have ever done to help me get a handle on my problem

Eli
Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up!

No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie

The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards

Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi

Re: ... 31 Jan 2013 01:05 #201582

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Did somebody say ptcha?? Ahh!!

And welcome startingrecovery.
I have found that just writing on here helped me get my head straight, so more power to you.
My Story
Only when we make our real lives sweeter than our fantasies will we reap the emotional rewards, the happiness of recovery. - AlexEliezer
Focus on making the right choices as they come up. - Skeptical
When I start to literally accept G-d's Will as guiding my life today, things start to change. - Dov

Re: ... 12 Feb 2013 22:23 #202127

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ZemirosShabbos wrote:

ahhhhhhhh
gevaldig

(btw, freedom smells like cinammon buns and vanilla coffee
if you're fleishig it smells like overnight kugel with ptcha)


Yikes! Better make sure I stay milchig then .

Re: ... 13 Feb 2013 04:06 #202149

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gibbor120 wrote:
ZemirosShabbos wrote:

ahhhhhhhh
gevaldig

(btw, freedom smells like cinammon buns and vanilla coffee
if you're fleishig it smells like overnight kugel with ptcha)


Yikes! Better make sure I stay milchig then .


Milchig p'cha is totally unnecessary
Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up!

No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie

The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards

Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi
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