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Re: How Is Your Day Going? 08 Mar 2013 23:31 #203287

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I was think about going for the .50 but they are way too big and besides I got to use the number 9
Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up!

No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie

The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards

Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi

Re: How Is Your Day Going? 10 Mar 2013 16:55 #203299

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The opposite of addiction is not sobriety, it’s connection

Re: How Is Your Day Going? 10 Mar 2013 17:10 #203301

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!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
- General Grant


My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends

Re: How Is Your Day Going? 11 Mar 2013 22:44 #203357

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Re: How Is Your Day Going? 12 Mar 2013 14:42 #203416

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The opposite of addiction is not sobriety, it’s connection

Re: How Is Your Day Going? 12 Mar 2013 17:29 #203422

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Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up!

No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie

The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards

Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi

Re: How Is Your Day Going? 12 Mar 2013 20:26 #203430

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Re: How Is Your Day Going? 12 Mar 2013 21:45 #203444

this morning was about 2-3 now about 7-8
i used to look back all the time saying "oh no! what have i done! Hashem help me erase the past." and i never heard a response.
finally i started looking forward saying "Hashem i'm leaving the past to you and i'm forgetting all about it. help me have a good future. help me from here and on be the person You want me to be." and that's where i realized Hashem had been waiting to help me all along

Re: How Is Your Day Going? 14 Mar 2013 23:52 #203565

im gonna give today a 9. a very very tired nine but nonetheless a nine
i used to look back all the time saying "oh no! what have i done! Hashem help me erase the past." and i never heard a response.
finally i started looking forward saying "Hashem i'm leaving the past to you and i'm forgetting all about it. help me have a good future. help me from here and on be the person You want me to be." and that's where i realized Hashem had been waiting to help me all along

Re: How Is Your Day Going? 15 Mar 2013 00:24 #203571

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Re: How Is Your Day Going? 15 Mar 2013 00:51 #203576

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9
its bein hazmanim

Re: How Is Your Day Going? 15 Mar 2013 02:19 #203582

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inastruggle wrote:
9
its bein hazmanim


O pray tell my good sir,

Why is bein hazmanim a 9? Do you lookofrward to pesach cleaning or do you finally have time to go to the densist to take care of that root canal (because when you're areingetun in a k'tzos it doesn't seem to bother you)
Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up!

No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie

The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards

Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi

Re: How Is Your Day Going? 15 Mar 2013 02:46 #203587

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bein hazmanims a 9 because i have an extra 3 hours to learn because im not meshubad to seder hayeshiva






hes lying
maybe hes serious
im his mother, hes lying
Last Edit: 15 Mar 2013 03:50 by inastruggle.

Re: How Is Your Day Going? 15 Mar 2013 03:05 #203590

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I have found that many addicts have difficulty being "meshubad" to seder hayeshiva.
I always thought it was because of my great geoinus, until one Maggid Shiur sat me down and said "Chuna Feitel: Ich farshtei dich zeier git, ich hub oich ah groise ego". [Chuna Feitel: I understand you very well, my ego is huge as well]
I walked away like- he has a big ego, duh, everyone knows that! but me? humble good perfect [besides for the occasional, maybe more than occasional- aveira] sweet little me? i don't have an ego problem!

But as to your main post: If you check out my Hello Everybody thread [in the woh section] you'll find out that i'm farherring [stiglitz] myself basar b'chalav. in my Names Names Names thread [formerly bais medrash currently just having fun, wonder how that happened...]You'll see that I'm studying Choshen Mishpat, wha-evah [not giving the reference to that] I'm keeping busy...
?דער באשעפער לאווט מיך אייביג. וויפיל לאוו איך עהם
My Creator loves me at all times. How great is my love for him?

Re: How Is Your Day Going? 15 Mar 2013 03:42 #203592

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and now its an 8 because you reminded me about my root canal and pesach cleaning cleaning
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