Where there is life there is hope

You are alive

Your mind still works

No matter how upset you are You still have the faculties to express your pain

I know that is not the happiest thing in the world

But imagine if you couldn't

In Yiddishkite there is no such thing as all is lost

Start now!!

Get on the truck!!

Baby steps is good !!

Stay here

Resolve to post and and verbalize what u are feeling

Stay here at least 90 days

Haba litaher misayin oso!!!

Gevaldiggggg!!!

Bards

WE ARE CLOSER THAN EVER TO MOSHIACH

KEEP ON BEING HOLY

WE WILL GREET HIM WITH OUR BATTLE

OY YOY

SHABBOS KOIDESH


b A R [color=GREEN]D[color=PURPLE]I [color=PURPLE]C [color=BLUE]H [color=NAVY]E [color=MAROON]V

A garbage truck is also a truck

KEEP ON TRUCKING

RASKEBEHAG
you know me by now my perspective is that this is WAR .Y"h has declared war on all of us he is using every trick in the book to ruin all of us from young to old.We must fight fire with fire although we can not take Y"h fead on because you are asking for trouble .But light your own fire fire uo your davening fire up your learning.You say that your life os full of stress .In Yiddishkite we have an antodote to stress its called SHABBOS yom Menucha.If your shabbosos are stressful try something new new food new shul new zemiros get creative you cant say Im stressed toobad on me and too bad on eveyone else .figure out away to bring abit more MENUCHA VESIMCHA into you shabbos,.
humble and happy
bardichev

I wanted to share a very important machshava.
It is a very very important lesson
from the Heilige Chofetz Chaim

There was once a very rich man that had a huge mansion with a "hoif" there was his large family a lot help maids servants workers "orchi porchi" .This man was very generous and was a big machnis oirach.
One day he realized that stuff was missing cutlery, money, art, clothing etc.

The wealthy man stared to get suspicious so he called in a private investigator to get to the bottom of it and find the criminal. The actual robber who was one of the hired staff in the house sensed that a detective was called in. He immediately stopped his thievery.

He even went so far as to HELP in the investigation. The detective didn’t catch anyone and the stealing stopped. Things calmed down and the home owner forgot about the entire incident. When all was calm for a while the stealing started gain.
Says the Heilige Chofetz Chaim, This is called an inside job. Be very careful that you don’t mistake real honest HIRHUEI TESHUVAH for an inside job.
The Yetzer Horah knows that there is a certain bottom that you don’t want to hit.
So He gives you the freedom and he actually helps you do teshuvah .Only that he should be able to get you down again.

Be careful .many times we were misgaber on the Yetzer Horah .Make sure it is not an inside job.

I sense you are saying something deep, but I am not fully getting it. Can you give an example of what Teshuvah is really "an inside job"? What should we be wary of exactly?

Thank you!

If I may

He is trying to say I think, that sometimes like what I'm going through now we feel great or in my case I can start crying to hashem with charoto & that makes me feel like wow! I am back! now let me go on to regular life.

But that can be the Y"H's plan too.

He wants you to get over it fast so that you relax and don't take the necessary steps to fight him long term.

So he helps you do teshuva, he helps you cry yourself out so that the next day you feel like you are good to go, but you are not! you still need to put in a lot more effort in order to hold up long term.

the more times he can get us to fall the better chance he has that we will eventually give up & then we are in his sack to stay.

So we need to stay focused for long after are initial teshuve. not being too satisfied that we are now safe & lower are guard.

As much as we have to feel good about the heights we reached we also have to make sure we are not to comfortable with ourselves.

I did ramble a bit to much, but I hope I got it right.
Correct me if I'm wrong.

I LOVE ALL YIDDEN

LITVAKS

CHASSIDIM

YU TYPES

CARLBACH TYPES

MO

SFARDIM

AMERICAN HARRYS

BTs

FFBs

BLUE COLLAR

REDNECK

WHITE SOCKS

BLACK HAT

FAT

SKINNY

TALL

SHORT

EAST COAST

WEST COAST

Thanks chevra


We all need to keep on trucking!!!

No matter what


Hashem yilachem lechem

All we need to do is AVOID

Don't worry if you get triggered

Just DON'T act on it

Is it easy? NO

Is it worth it ??

You know the answer


Do it once

Do it again and again

Make believe u are driving a huge truck

You are in control

You can't look around to see what's interesting

Control control control



You have the strength in you to do it


Here is my last thought for today


"Fighting a losing war takes more out of you than fighting a winning war"


Bardichev

WORLD AND TO ADD

HERE IS SOME CHIZZUK

THIS IS NOT A POPULARITY CONTEST

THIS IS NOT A WRITING CONTEST

JUST BE YOURSELF (ANONYMOUS OF COURSE)

WRITE WHAT EVER U WANT

AND DON'T WRITE WHAT U DON'T WANT


I FOUND THAT READING AND WRITING AND GETTING CHIZZUK FROM OTHERS

WHO SUFFER AND WHO WIN AND LOSE

IT REALLY HELPS




THE MAIN THING IS YOU ARE NO LONGER ALONE


AND IF U FALL NUU NUU

STAND UP AND KEEP ON TRUCKING

WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER



BARDICHEV
,LOVER OF ALL JEWS
DRIVER OF ALL TRUCKS (OK ONLY ONE)

Elul is upon us!!


Its a time to draw close to Hashem

Fear of course

Love of course

I'm takkum alai milchamma bizos ani botey-ach!!!


Hashem is my light!

My savior!!


Mimi irah?

Whom do I fear



Rabbosai

Let's not just say ledovid

A gazillion times


Let's talk to hashem

In plain words

Hashem u are my light


My savior


Talk to Hashem

Let's say it from a siddur (cmon we don't know it by heart)


Say lidovid. Come close to Hashem

Vhashem Yaasfayne

Hashem will accept me


Come close


Yearn his closeness


He is looking for us


We are looking for him


Gevalddiggggg!!!




A gut chodesh


Chassidim say its a zechus to say something over from the Bardichever in the heiligger teg. Even the shtut bardichev is meorer zechus


Maybe maybe this little thread from his progeny is a zechus


Rejoice its Elul
Fear out of joy and joy out of fear (tanna dibai Eliyahu.)

Bardichev (I will drop the nickname for the heiligger teyg. Sorry rage. Where ever you are. I miss u crazy brother

just eat a muffin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Where did this sudden muffin addiction come from? Did you see a parade of muffin triggers walking down the street ?

Sometimes the rebbe disguises his prayers so that the external forces can't grab them away, and they can ascend higher into the supernal realms. If you note, muffin rhymes with truckin... Sort of. When the rebbe sez eat a muffin, its a code way of saying a heiliger keep on truckin! Also in other places, he may say 'keep truckin on' and its possible the future may show us other variations, like 'on truckin keep', 'keep on muffin', keep truckin and muffin' keep huffin and puffin' eat stuffin' hey not ruffin (around), or some other cryptic reference.

The innr essence of all of these is a dual message of chizuk intertwined with a secret prayer to the Almighty that the soul of the one this statement is aimed at continue the battle for oliness. (Monstuh truckin, though is sounds like a greater level, is actually a lower level. As its focus is the chitzonius and monstuhkite. Real heilige truckin is refered to by kabbalsists as quiet, or silent truckin. This references the low still hum of a truckers engine that's functioning so smoothly you almost can't tell its operating. )

there could be a deep kavono in the muffin indulgment session
a muffin is available in many varietys
many toppings
many flavors
can be filled with hot pudding
with or without choc chips/sprinkles/raisins/many colors
with a hot sauce on it, or without
with a side dish or without
yom kippur is the same, the day passes the same for everyone, but how you chhose to use it is different to everyones taste

I got it!

Must
Uplift
Falling
Friend
In
Need

after consultation with the rebbe himself and some thought here is my thesis about the sudden popularity of AYT muffins and the reason bakeshops across the country are reporting a shortage.

during these days of elul and Aseres Yemei Teshuva people sometimes get stressed out.
for ostensibly good reasons.
it's Elul!! it's R"H! it's Y"K!!
i must/need/want to DO SOMETHING.
i must/need/want to FEEL the yomim noraim.
how can i wear crocs/read Hamodia/drink cappuccino?
can i talk a walk, a nap, mow the lawn?

yes, a person should DO SOMETHING for the Yomim Noraim. learn some mussar be'hispaalus, ask mechila for a boo boo you made, examine your life, take steps in the right direction.

But....
do not think you can become Mr.PureHolyMasmid after learning Mesilas Yesharim for 15 minutes and making a resolution that starting now i am gonna be good. uh uh. not gonna happen. and the RBSO is not asking that of you. He wants you to work at it. But at a manageable pace.

so get up earlier for selichos, daven, learn, examine your life, make amends. don't let the Yomim Noraim pass by and be forgotten with the kittel until Pesach. But don't lose your balance. Don't bite off more than you can chew. as Gibbor120 recently said: "aim for the small, accomplish the big". or as Rebbe B says: Keep on Trucking.

You can still smile, laugh, wear crocs at home, drink a cappuccino,
AND eat a (pas yisrael) muffin.

zemmy bingo!!!!!!!!!!!


heuni i was just in lowerbardstown heimishe bake shoppe and cafe

a very nice looking woman was standing next to me online

i didnt make eye contact i was concentating to look at the coffee machine

she asks the server

"can I please have a diet blueberry muffin"

i smiled to myself

keepp on trucking!!!!!!!

TZADIKKLE

IF YOU FOLLOW SOME OF MY POSTS

(BARDICHEVS BATTLE AND LATELY HARRYS WIFE)

YOU WILL SEE I REMOVE THE WHOLE BRAINYNESS AND PHSYKOLJEE-NESS

FROM THIS BATTLE

ITS BEEN COINED THE TEORY OF KEEP ON TRUCKING OR FELL SHMELL ETC.

WHAT I TRY TO SAY AND IT WORKS FOR ME IS 2 THINGS

NUMER UNO #1
THE YH (YETZER HORA) DOES 'NOT" AGAIN 'NOT' NEED YOUR SIN HE 'NEEDS' YOUR DEPRESSION THAT COMES ONCE YOU HAVE SINNED

AHH YOU ARE DEPRESSED YOU ARE EMPTY LIFELESS AHHH THE VAMPIRE SUCKED ALL THE 'CHIYUS' OUT OF YOU YOU ARE LOW AHH YOU ARE ANY HOW NEVER GOING TO BE PERFCET AHHH NOW HE OWNS YOU YOU ARE HIS LITTLE TOY!!

NUMERO DOS #2
THE YH NEEDS TO CONVINCE YOU THE THERE ARE 'GORMIM' TRIGGERS OR FAULTS
THAT MAKE YOU IMPERFECT BUT.. BUT.. YOPU REALLY ARE GOOD.
LIKE IF ONLY HARRYS WIFE WOULD DRESS TZNUA I WOULD BE THE NEXT REB AKIVA EIGER OHHH WHAT ABOUT YOILYS AND YANKIES WIFE? YH HEY YH WHHAAA
NOT FAIR!! ( YOU GET MY DRIFT )

NO ONE IS YOUR PROBLEM YES YOU SAW A PRUSATH BILLBOARD NU NU SO THAT 'MEANS"
NO NEGEL VASSER
NO TZIZTIS
NO TFILLIN
NO TORAH

LEARN TO FUGGEDABOUTIT!!!!

MOVE ON

ROCK ON BABY!!!!

THE SHOW MUST GO ON

THE LIGHTS ARE SHINING TAPE IS ROLLING WE CANT STOP HERE

OK YOU FELL NU NU

MIKVAH SLACH LANU

KEEP ON TRUCKINNNNNN!!!!

bards

IMTRYING

LISEEN UP YOU YOUNG GEEZER

PART OF KEEP ON TRUCKINISM

IS THAT WE STICK WITH THE CHEVRA

EN EM DOUBLE YOOO (NMW!!!!)

IF U EVER LEAVE

I WILL CHASE U LIGHTS THIRENS TH-TROBES !!!