Amen! Me too.

I now feel so close to HKBH, I keep on asking him for help in everything I do. and hashem, I cant stop thanking you for everything, and for bringing me out  of misery.
Pls read my thread, how my fall brought about this. (nistarim darchei hashem...)

Hey, where's everyone?

The last 2 days were much easer for me. I've asked hashem countless times to help me , and I feel him with me ...
That didn't stop me from falling though. Any thoughts pintele?

TrYiNg,
Pintele is off line for a while, we need to keep this going without him.

I remembered only twice today .

But it is very powerful. Especially since I don't do this out of habit. So each time I do, it is a real reality check.

k

great. Where is will?

I'm not so good as I was in the beg of the week. About several times a day. It really is powerful, I wish I would do it more often.

TrYiNg wrote on 10 Sep 2009 04:47:


Elul is about changing our Ratzon!

will report back at the end of the day.

k

waiting...
Today not even once , but then got better at night.

Sorry.
Forgot to report back.
Forgot if I davened yesterday bichlal.

I think I'm gonna drop this for now.

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Two overall comments that I'd like to make about what I've read here...

1) HKB"H is not a Kol Yachol, He is THE Kol Yachol...
2) Maybe this is what you meant when you said HKB"H answers me, but isn't it pashut that He always answers, sometimes He just says no... Or He has his own way of doing things...

I don't know if I'm ready to be metztaref to this just yet, but I do have tefillos like these on occasion.
Are you guys taking a break?

Sturggle,
If you join, I'll continue.
Don't need to remember the WHOLE day to participate, even once is enough (See today's email, from bardichev and Yechida b'shem R' Pam ztl).

even if its only when experiencing extreme turbulence, it still counts!
:D
k

man, turbulence is my life!

hmm..., interesting proposition...
gotta think this one over...

can you enumerate what joining means exactly?

sturggle

Just posting your progress or lack of it.

Like:

today baruch Hashem I  remembered once.
I davened:
Please Hashem, influence Sturggle to join this verture.

you did! didnt ya?!
i wonder what His answer was?...

gr8! Kutan , I was scared we'd have to wait for pintele to come back. So lets cont. Sturggle , you in?

Okay, just once today. I think if all post progress (or lack of it  ) evry day, it will help

ok...

im gonna try this.
im just gonna preface by saying that its hard for me to put everything into words all the time
and many a time i dont feel like posting...
right now is one of them...

umm...,
i asked Hashem to help me stay focused on my walk to davening this morning (15 min)
and to keep my mind clean on a trip to tel aviv...

the first one was ok,
the second was so-so...

and now im about to put my head down for a nap...
im not feeling strong, emotionally or in terms of my desires,
so i'm going to put in a small tefila that He helps me wake up a bit refreshed...