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AAAAA, its so hard 03 Aug 2011 23:49 #113364

  • khoskor
I wanna fall, but im scared. lol. dont wanna hurt myself. Yo Bardichov, u got it with the "keep on trucking." I feel like im driving a truck from atlanta to NY. Haha, i dont wanna start over, so im tryina stay on track here
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Re: AAAAA, its so hard 03 Aug 2011 23:53 #113365

  • khoskor
btw, i think its day number three here. Also, this blogs name is funny, break free. It reminds me of what i learnt in physics, that the reason there is steam, is because the molecules that are moving so fast in the heat, break free of their current state and they escape. I feel like im in the heat, and its getting really hot, and im heating up so much (in a figurative sense) that im going to break free sonner or later.
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Re: AAAAA, its so hard 03 Aug 2011 23:56 #113367

  • khoskor
but u know guys, now that I have all of you at my sides, i enjoy suffering through this trembling and withdrawal goin on in me. i feel like its making me stronger. Kindof like Im workin out and im becoming weaker, yet stronger. It feels so good. Im savoring every moment for some reason. I hope that after i come out of my "fever" ill be alittle stronger than i am right now, or maybe not, who knows?   
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Re: AAAAA, its so hard 04 Aug 2011 00:03 #113369

  • bardichev
khoshkor when uze drivin da nine five up fom dixie gimme a holler!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Re: AAAAA, its so hard 04 Aug 2011 03:04 #113390

  • gevura shebyesod
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Hang in there! The first couple of weeks are rough, the withdrawal pains are actually physical like getting off a drug. But it will get easier with time.

Just remember that it's GOOD pain, healing pain, cleansing you and making you stronger. Not at all like the BAD pain of guilt and depression that comes from falling.

I went through it not long ago, essentially quitting "cold turkey" what had been 30 years of really bad fantasies, P***, and acting out. Lately I feel so much more normal that I sometimes miss the intensity and emotion of those first few weeks.

Chazak Ve'ematz and KEEP ON TRUCKING!!!!!TM

Gevura
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
- General Grant


My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends
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Re: AAAAA, its so hard 04 Aug 2011 04:35 #113401

  • khoskor
Gevura ShebYesod wrote on 04 Aug 2011 03:04:

Just remember that it's GOOD pain, healing pain, cleansing you and making you stronger. Not at all like the BAD pain of guilt and depression that comes from falling.


Wow! I love that so much!!! its an awesomedicka vort! (shuckle)
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