I have been clean for fourteen days.  I got back into learning, started davening with kavana, and feel amazing.  Unfortunately, I had to leave Yeshiva today and am not going to be heading back for at least another three and a half weeks.  I am currently writing this on a computer with no filter (it is my roommates and he has yet to change the password. working on it though!).  The first thing I did when I got back to my place was open up g-mail and read some chizuk emails that I saved in preperation.  I am going to get off the internet the second I finish writing this until my roommate gets back.  I dont feel such a tayva right now, but I know that it is going to come.  I feel strong about my 90 day quest, I feel a connection to forum and its "social" and inner pressures that is helping me refrain. But I still know that there is danger luring everywhere. So I guess it is time for the long haul. Let's see how my big rig can handle the road trip.

(BTW, any suggestions would be helpful!!!!)

keeep on trucking!!!!!!

"Keep your eyes on the road and your hands upon the wheel....."