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Re: i fell and need to begin 09 Sep 2011 11:13 #118258

  • sababa
Thanks guys
mechazek it really very hard for me but I try not to fall
I still think about women but less
I have 'yezer harah' very strong but I try to win
At the beginning and now it is very hard but I try
Hope to keep more week
Thank you my brothers - love
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Re: i fell and need to begin 09 Sep 2011 11:42 #118259

  • Jackabbey
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tyring and hoping is divrei yiush
the y"h is a wild beast attacking you from time to time
you need to change your attitude
starts saying: i will do whatever it takes
i will never again look back
i will fight to my last drop of blood
then hashem will help you
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Re: i fell and need to begin 09 Sep 2011 16:37 #118312

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Keep on posting Sababa, you're doing great.
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Re: i fell and need to begin 10 Sep 2011 19:35 #118357

  • sababa
Thanks guys
Today I had 'wet dreams' twice
And it is Desperate and it's hard
And I want to do again ..
And I think again a lot of women
Today was hard
Thanks
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Re: i fell and need to begin 12 Sep 2011 21:51 #118641

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Hi sababa I care so much for you.It does not make a difference what happened today.Ask yourself what have I done that worked untill now?How did you stay away from these thoughts and do it.try as much as possible to share with this forum all that is going on what you are thinking about what you are doing.Everything the yetzer harah is telling you ,you should tell us.Do not keep it private ,if you do he wins.Hatzlochah Rabah
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Re: i fell and need to begin 20 Sep 2011 15:56 #119618

  • sababa
I have 22 days clean!
It's hard!!
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Re: i fell and need to begin 20 Sep 2011 16:01 #119619

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WOOOOOHOOOOO!!! TRUUUUUKIN"!!!!!!!!
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
- General Grant


My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends
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Re: i fell and need to begin 20 Sep 2011 17:20 #119630

  • heuni memass
It gets harder when we are busy counting. Do it today. Its only for today.

KOT -
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Re: i fell and need to begin 20 Sep 2011 19:48 #119657

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22 days you really made it! thumbs up for sababa
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Re: i fell and need to begin 20 Sep 2011 19:53 #119659

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That is awesome! I remember how you thought you couldn't last a day! Keep it up, one day at a time!
Baby steps.
If the road is pulling you down, it's a sign that you are going uphill, so just press harder on the gas!

Have a great day - unless, of course, you made other plans.
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Re: i fell and need to begin 20 Sep 2011 20:13 #119672

  • bardichev
gevaldigggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!

be-emett sabbaabba!!!!!!
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Re: i fell and need to begin 20 Sep 2011 20:29 #119678

  • sababa
I fell now!
I'm desperate! I don't know what to do
I can't anymore!
Desperate
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Re: i fell and need to begin 20 Sep 2011 20:33 #119680

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Turn your truck back right side up and get back in! The road ahead is clear, no speed bumps or cops in sight.

And remember, you still have 22 days in the bank. You know you can do it!

Gevura!
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
- General Grant


My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends
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Re: i fell and need to begin 20 Sep 2011 21:12 #119684

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One day at a time, friend. You are not starting over, you are continuing your success after one setback. The score is 22:1, and you're in the lead, sababa.
Baby steps.
If the road is pulling you down, it's a sign that you are going uphill, so just press harder on the gas!

Have a great day - unless, of course, you made other plans.
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Re: i fell and need to begin 20 Sep 2011 21:40 #119691

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obormottel wrote on 20 Sep 2011 21:12:

One day at a time, friend. You are not starting over, you are continuing your success after one setback. The score is 22:1, and you're in the lead, sababa.


Never thought of it exactly that way. Very enlightening. Thank you.
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