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Re: Realisation 24 Mar 2011 23:05 #101967

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Boruch Hashem I am doing well today. Tomorrow will be three days clean which is quite a milestone for me. As I mentioned before I really am trying to just slow everything down and simplify things.

I saw a fascinating presentation at work today. We had a guy come and present to us about motivation and he showed a film of a tightrope walker who was some great skilled expert and had done thousands of walks. Just before he was about to do a walk, someone whispers to him "Good luck - don't fall". Despite doing the walk a thousand times before, he fell - all because the very mention of the word 'fall' meant that the word was in his head and he acted on it. It really made me think about how often that exact same thing has happened to me (well, not on a tightrope, but you know what I mean!) Also of course it put me in mind of Rebbe Nachman's saying about the narrow bridge - I guess it's the same message.

Anyway, off to learn a bit and then bed for (be"H) a guilt-free sleep!
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Re: Realisation 25 Mar 2011 00:39 #101970

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Great story.
Thanks for the Chizuk!!!
I am special
I was chosen for this special mission.
I must succeed.
Klal Yisroel needs me.
Hashem needs me.
Chizuk From the Parsha www.guardyoureyes.org/forum/index.php?topic=3456.0
Letter From YH
www.guardyoureyes.org/forum/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=3445.0;attach=1631
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Re: Realisation 25 Mar 2011 12:42 #102030

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I like the tightrope mashal, thanks for sharing it!
hey thats my gesher! Im honored!
defintely a message that the chevra have been tryng to impress upon me, Reb Yid included, stop thinking about it, that itself can cause a f...
shouldnt say that word anymore, huh?
Good Shabbos!
ישראל אע"פ שחטא ישראל הוא
If you're connected above, you won't fall down below - Reb Shlomo
ולבי חלל בקרבי
לולא האמנתי לראות בטוב ה' בארץ חיים
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Re: Realisation 25 Mar 2011 20:56 #102074

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I won't say I told you so. 
Ok. I guess I did.  :-\
It's just hard to concentrate without a brain.  ???
Sometimes I feel like the scarecrow.  :'(
Now that was a great movie!  ;D :D
Good Shabbos!!!
I am special
I was chosen for this special mission.
I must succeed.
Klal Yisroel needs me.
Hashem needs me.
Chizuk From the Parsha www.guardyoureyes.org/forum/index.php?topic=3456.0
Letter From YH
www.guardyoureyes.org/forum/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=3445.0;attach=1631
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Re: Realisation 26 Mar 2011 18:56 #102082

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Reb Yid, save your gloating for victories against the YH. ;D :D
ישראל אע"פ שחטא ישראל הוא
If you're connected above, you won't fall down below - Reb Shlomo
ולבי חלל בקרבי
לולא האמנתי לראות בטוב ה' בארץ חיים
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