Traditionaly a frum Jewish pervert (manivil) was made into a pariah and tossed out of every institution.
never in my lifetime did I see anyone lifting a finger to help us until now.
the frum Jewish pervert is very secretive( for good reason)so no one will ever know the extant of the problem.
according to the torah everyone must marry no latter then 18 years of age this is to prevent keri ( wasting of seed)the ones who advocate latter marriage seem to be ignorant and evil. 
I am a single middle aged yeshiva high school graduate.
I Never married or had much sex because I was shy among women.
When I was very young I started playing with my penis like a toy and couldn't stop until I was an adult.
When I was a teenager I saw my first porno movie in an adult theatre.
Then I stopped until the advent of the internet .
Now I am  addicted to it.
I Have decided to do everything in my power to quit.

What is this addiction you are talking about ?
You do blame your wife and you maybe right.
Because her role is to satisfy your desires in kosher way so you don't need to stray.

Whatever you do don't watch videos and
Masturbate at the same .
The videos themselves should arouse you enough.
There should be no need to do two great sins at one time.

Traditionaly a frum Jewish pervert (manivil) was made into a pariah and tossed out of every institution.
never in my lifetime did I see anyone lifting a finger to help us until now.
the frum Jewish pervert is very secretive( for good reason)so no one will ever know the extant of the problem.
according to the torah everyone must marry no latter then 18 years of age this is to prevent keri ( wasting of seed)the ones who advocate latter marriage seem to be ignorant and evil. 
I am a single middle aged yeshiva high school graduate.
I Never married or had much sex because I was shy among women.
When I was very young I started playing with my penis like a toy and couldn't stop until I was an adult.
When I was a teenager I saw my first porno movie in an adult theatre.
Then I stopped until the advent of the internet .
Now I am  addicted to it.
I Have decided to do everything in my power to quit.

Traditionaly a frum Jewish pervert (manivil) was made into a pariah and tossed out of every institution.
never in my lifetime did I see anyone lifting a finger to help us until now.
the frum Jewish pervert is very secretive( for good reason)so no one will ever know the extant of the problem.
according to the torah everyone must marry no latter then 18 years of age this is to prevent keri ( wasting of seed)the ones who advocate latter marriage seem to be ignorant and evil. 
I am a single middle aged yeshiva high school graduate.
I Never married or had much sex because I was shy among women.
When I was very young I started playing with my penis like a toy and couldn't stop until I was an adult.
When I was a teenager I saw my first porno movie in an adult theatre.
Then I stopped until the advent of the internet .
Now I am  addicted to it.
I Have decided to do everything in my power to quit.

Markz wrote on 25 Jun 2017 10:27:

Thanks markz,
but its not about programs, and not white knuckling, not at all.
its all about my best friend and my bigest enemy and his name is: BED, When ever i go to bed in the afternoon, its getting hot there, too much time of thinking maybe, i dont know how to handle that.
maybe you have an idea?
Can we keep on trucking shabbes? Im afraid getting out of the תחום שבת......