hello AM,
I am tempted by lust, and I usually look at the JHF( just having fun) posts.
To be frank with you, there is no way to sugarcoat lust and temptation or your struggle.

I would pray to Hashem to help you when your mind is overcome my lust.
I wish you hatzlacha.

As far as facebook, I am allowed on only when my parents are around. The desktop isn't filtered so I have to be careful.
You can do it. KOTAP. ( keep on trucking and posting.
Again... Hatzlacha... Shmuly
see my signature... I am a concerned poster offering encouragement.

How can i welcome you?
I feel you should welcome me

I have been on gye a little longer than you, but, boy do I have what to learn from you

Wow! What a story.

And what strength you have to have made the irreversible move to join us.
There's no turning back

You'll meet many bachurim racing around here...

Keep on Trucking!!! Ⓜ️

Welcome stick Around and keep on trucking 

Guys ENOUGH

Stop reversing, editing posts, just keep on Trucking

The detective is gonna go find fingerprints where I did that, boo hoo, so I'll get kicked out of that school... 

markz wrote on 18 Apr 2016 22:36:

I have feeling this is aimed at me. I said I was sorry. 

Welcome!

I love your username :-)

This is the land of friendships and tweets!

Enjoy it - ALL OF IT!!!

If you need anything do not just contact any random guy here

Make sure he has a sense of humor first - it's important - believe me!

Keep on trucking!!

chacham atik wrote:

It was totally on target 

Keep on Trucking

reb H, if you are still there: 

1. there is no way for anyone to know what the cause of the issues with the child is. is it because of something you did? WHO KNOWS? WHO CAN KNOW? HOW ARE YOU GOING TO POSSIBLY FIGURE IT OUT?

2. more importantly, at this point, who cares? the only possible value it can have is to push you towards fixing the problem. between me and you - is a bigger push for you to fix yourself not coming from the very state of your existence?

3. to everyone on this forum insisting that they have the answer as to whether or not the issues with the child was caused by reb H, see number 1 and 2. also, you must be either very "confident" or very misinformed regarding the complexity of the torah to give someone this kind of definite answer (?) advice (?) guidance (?) or chizuk (????!!!) based on something that is כבשי דרחמנא. or maybe you are a נביא.
is anyone really sure exactly how much of what effects a child and exactly what does not?? as hard as it is to swallow, our beliefs and opinions of "what makes sense to us" do not matter here at all - this is the fabric of the universe. the laws of the creation. and if something is the way it is, it will not change because it does not make sense to us, or we do not like it. and fooling ourselves and others because it feels good it what got us into this mess with self-pleasuring to begin with.
 so how about from now on if we do not know the answer to  something that is by nature mystical, or if we are not sure how something works, we just say "we do not know, but keep on trucking" instead of saying our uneducated opinions on the matter that will at best offer false hope? 

I really do love you all.   

Thanks for sharing your struggle.  That's what the forum's all about. I'm not sure I'm the one to advise you about what you might want to change for next time, but have you ever heard the phrase
KEEP ON TRUCKING (KOT)

It's a favorite one here, and not because falling is uncommon for those of us in this struggle. The mindset is not to get disheartened, but to pick yourself up (which you are already doing by coming here) and to move forward. If it was so easy that you could have stopped your first time, you never would have needed to come to GYE for help.  So again, don't get disheartened, but KEEP ON TRUCKING - maybe get some new tricks, talk to new people, but KEEP ON TRUCKING.

Hatzlacha, and have a good Shabbos!

I only saw Mr. Clean's post after I wrote this. But it made me want to add that in the journey that I'm now on, my 1st clean week was a huge thing. Maybe it's different for you (and I hope it is), but I could not remember the last time before that when I had gone from Shabbos to Shabbos without acting out. Sorry if you don't relate.

Sure

PM me

Keep on Trucking!!!

markz wrote on 01 Apr 2016 02:58:

Markz,

It's a beautiful niggun for sure, but it's one that I'm going to have to listen to many times before I can truly get into it.  Do you use it for other parts of the sefer or just this line?

Welcome!!!

You were born into a tough world, and are making the best of the situation


If you wouldn't have willpower you would not have signed up 3 months ago

The fact that you can't break free is usually not to due to lack of willpower at all, rather because of a shortage of sobriety tools without gye - that was my experience. 




Do you mean talk on the phone / in person?
If so, is there a trustworthy rebbe in your yeshiva you can speak to?
It's one of the most productive things one can do, if you're ready for it

Keep on Trucking
and Don't look back!!!

Take a deep breath - It's gonna be good!!



Pickup the phone, today or Tomorrow

Keep On Trucking

BEHS wrote on 01 Apr 2016 02:44:

Check this niggun suggestion out

Raise the volume and Keep on Trucking

Please please read this short page here from begining to end

Let me know if you find anything interesting

Keep on Trucking!!