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Keep On Trucking = Keep Up the Good Work

Mayan, you and Markz both need to be applauded for your honesty. It is an inspiration for everyone that you are transparent and courageous in sharing being human. Secondly, you both keep on trucking - a lesson to us all.

mikestruggling wrote on 02 Jan 2018 12:59:

Super post. Honest and human/vulnerable. We all should learn from Mike to recognize our weak points honestly and plan accordingly. Avoidance, surrender, fight - whatever mehalech works for each of us

Yesterday I made a mistake. It was decided that I can't walk a certain way at a certain time to Yeshiva due to a women who triggers me who stands there every day. Yesterday it was raining so my addict mind said I need to get the bus so I have to go that way. (Even though someone offered me a free taxi I would just have to wait for him two minutes, I am absolutely insane). Obviously, I looked for her saw her and had a horrible 24 hours lust-wise. 
Hashem help me surrender my will to walk that way.
Thanks for letting me share.
Keep On Trucking (but if it's better to walk then walk of course)
Have a great day!! 

Brother when I say addict...

Maybe youll get more clarity if you can read what dov wrote and gibbor added to the dov-posts section
"Who is an Addict? Do I Need the 12 Steps?"

Keep On Trucking!!

Markz wrote on 19 Dec 2017 14:10:

I do not know all the Jewish tools, but I am glad I use all the tools I have for the journey, it has made the difference for me, i AM VERY PLEASE TO HAVE SOME JEWISH TOOLS TOO, THAT I can count on, it is now two years of victory, and bless be HaShem the success is my Infinite Father, while from time to time I stay as long as it takes at this site, and leave only when my inspiration cup is full. I glad that the ONE who is always with me, is my dearest friend, I could not watch my eyes, and my thoughts without the One, I labor in vain to build a whole life without the Greatest One.

bardichev wrote on 25 Sep 2011 15:57:

Ok mr "Keep On Trucking" this thread is alive (where are you????)

WHOOOPEEEEEEEE
Sholom Rubashkin is free!!!

Any strugglers out there? Read this thread and lets take on something small in gratitude to Gd for us to find our own freedom / sobriety too ;-)

Why is it that the "Torah" approach never worked for many of us?



Its clear from this Gemara that
 משכהו לבית המדרש is guaranteed to fail for some struggles, and the true Torah approach to combatting the Yetzer is to use all the tools at our disposal and not lean solely on עסק התורה / Beis Hamedrash forum

Hatzlacha gye's and Keep on Trucking!!

Welcome Dan
Great - you started step 1 partially :-)

Keep on Trucking!

I haven't updated in a while. B"H the past few weeks were much better, even though I fell beginning of this week. I have masturbated in a half sleep trance, however I only considered it a fall for the chart's sake, internally I didn't process it as a fall.
As a matter of fact I should probably consider it a victory, since I had with me an unfiltered smartphone and I didn't try to access porn on it, which was a standard in the past.I think I am going to chose the third option, and not consider it anything and just keep on trucking along. Git Shabbos everyone.

Mazel Tov on reaching this milestone! Don't slow down, the journey continues. Keep on trucking!!!

Gevalt!!!! I used to think exactly like you. To the point that I had a dangerous episode. My therapist after talking to me for about 15 mins (if I remember correctly- definitely the first session with this guy) says SA. The real fellowship of seeing and connecting to other people not just user names really makes a difference. If you are an addict (try the SA 20 questions or speak to someone who knows) they teach and show you how you can not control yourself and you can not blame yourself.
Regardless if you are or are not an addict Hashem loves you more than you can imagine. The 13 Middos start with Hashem Hashem the first one is the love He has for you before you did an aveira the second one is the love He has for you afterwards- I think even if it was done l'ha'achis (just to rebel against Hashem c"v). You can rest assured Hashem loves you and does not nor will He ever give up on you.
I don't think the oilem here will give up on you either. Look at R' HHM's post this is where people like us turn this is what this website is made for. Not for people who can stop for people who need help. There's nothing wrong with that. I probably need more help than you do. I happened to Baruch Hashem have found a path which seems to work for now. You will B'ezras Hashem find yours too just keep your eyes open.
Keep on trucking.
Best of luck.
Please keep posting.

Welcome brother

Hey slow down...
90 days isn't a program
Nor is Odaat

As cord said recently we gotta be taking action. There's no other way

Check my sig below for tried and tested ways, and you're ready to hit the road!

KEEP ON TRUCKING!!!

tehillimzugger wrote on 17 Mar 2013 16:11:

bear wrote on 03 Nov 2017 18:58:

Just for the record Mark never said that
The bardsviller Rebbe who Fell Shmell from the virtual world said that