Yeshayahu 41:6 wrote on 08 Mar 2023 21:53:
Ok so today was day 18....tomorrow will be day 1.
HHM always says "shmattas masturbate" and thats exactly how i felt today. So many things weren't going right I just gave in.
People always say that they feel worse afterwards but for some reason i feel a huge release of stress when i fall. Sure intellectually i know its terrible, but emotionally i dont really feel gross. Am i a born rasha?
I'm sorry for the fall, my dear friend. But d
on't worry about it too much. I d
on't know about you, but when I signed up to GYE I didn't get an email stating that all members of this society are free from the temptati
ons and enticements of the YH. Actually, the opposite is true. At the YH headquarters they get an urgent message a few weeks ago. It stated as follows "Urgent memo!!!! Our loyal subject, Yeshayahu (or Bradley, depending
on the day:)) has revolted! He has just signed up to GYE and had declared that he will no l
onger be taking orders from us. Troops, take up positi
ons! This means war!" THe YH never sleeps. And sometimes he gets us. And then we
KEEP ON TRUCKING!!! You w
onder why you d
on't feel ich, and then you write "can some
one please PM a tuna sandwich", my friend, you feel like a w
onderful pers
on does after he falls, and now just get up and move
ON!!!