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Kanesher's sanity break 18 Jul 2010 06:59 #74512

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I had a horrible shabbos. I was actually doing well, and had a bad shabbos. Bad, with a capital B.
Funny, I thought I could control this. Back to square one? I guess I can't. Step one, that is.
Well, anyway, I'll try to be blunt about me guts here.
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Re: Kanesher's sanity break 27 Jul 2010 19:13 #75501

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Today an odd comment by wife about another woman set me off.  It's funny, the silly things that I find triggering. Anything to do with tzinius, I search for details. Sick, really. I had a great day , actually, but now I find myself slipping into aimlessness. Plans didn't work out; babysitter didn't show up. SO I was going to run to my drug of choice. Not sure how it would have helped. Instead, I am telling you guys. My house is dirty, too , and that makes my feel disoriented.
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Re: Kanesher's sanity break 27 Jul 2010 19:21 #75502

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Kanesher, thanks for reaching out. 

kanesher wrote on 27 Jul 2010 19:13:
My house is dirty, too , and that makes my feel disoriented.

Since you seem to have some time to spare (hence the acting out) from one married man to another I would suggest you pitch in and clean the house.  You'll get yourself reoriented and have a happy wife to boot.
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Re: Kanesher's sanity break 27 Jul 2010 20:01 #75508

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Ah, aimlessness. The mother of addiction.

Take a walk around the block or clean the house...

Easier said than done.
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Re: Kanesher's sanity break 03 Aug 2010 04:31 #75906

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Dear R Yosef,

Please excuse my french, but how about just cleaning one damn room in the damn #%$@&!! house?!

PS. Wow! Guard!! I typed d-a-m-n, but you've apparently got some kind of filter converterizer that changes it to "dang" every time! I am tempted to try other naughty words out - but I will not, because it's not safe and my sobriety is just too precious to risk it on fun and games.

"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."
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Re: Kanesher's sanity break 26 Aug 2010 11:50 #77178

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- you fall off the planet or somethin?

Halooo?
"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."
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