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Been there done that... not really 14 Feb 2011 09:48 #96831

geshertzarmeod Current streak: 8 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Like a bridge over troubled water. Posts: 595 Karma: 3	I've started the teshuva process before, but never with the support of others. Even if no one is reading this, just the idea that I can post this somewhere is meaningful. One day at a time. So this is day 1. :-\ I think I need to check the attitude handbook.
	ישראל אע"פ שחטא ישראל הוא If you're connected above, you won't fall down below - Reb Shlomo ולבי חלל בקרבי לולא האמנתי לראות בטוב ה' בארץ חיים Last Edit: by .

Re: Been there done that... not really 14 Feb 2011 17:46 #96885

Rising Up Current streak: 122 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 395 Karma: 0	How bout keep track of the views that you get on this page? I for some reason think that quite a few people are very interested in seeing you through until the very end... :-\ :-\
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Re: Been there done that... not really 14 Feb 2011 18:06 #96892

geshertzarmeod Current streak: 8 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Like a bridge over troubled water. Posts: 595 Karma: 3	Thank you RisingUp for your encouragement. That's so you shouldnt think that this is a thankless job. ;D I actually had a pretty good day after all. There is hope!
	ישראל אע"פ שחטא ישראל הוא If you're connected above, you won't fall down below - Reb Shlomo ולבי חלל בקרבי לולא האמנתי לראות בטוב ה' בארץ חיים Last Edit: by .

Re: Been there done that... not really 14 Feb 2011 18:14 #96896

Rising Up Current streak: 122 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 395 Karma: 0	and I was thinking that no one would read my slogan... ;D O0
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Re: Been there done that... not really 14 Feb 2011 20:28 #96925

Yosef Hatzadik OFFLINE Platinum Boarder A GYE'er since 2010 Posts: 2986 Karma: 10	Many many times guys read posts w/o replying. As RisingUp wrote, keep track of the number views after you add a post. You will be surprised how many views each post gets! I read these posts & almost didn't respond. ;D
	*Yosef Hatzadik's Ha'oros* *Tov veyoshor Hashem al kein yoreh chata'im baderech!* Last Edit: by .

Re: Been there done that... not really 14 Feb 2011 21:17 #96943

geshertzarmeod Current streak: 8 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Like a bridge over troubled water. Posts: 595 Karma: 3	Thanks guys. It helps knowing youre out there. Its been quite a day. The attitude handbook the music the support really is trememndous chizuk. Now to get through the night. בידו אפקיד רוחי kol tuv
	ישראל אע"פ שחטא ישראל הוא If you're connected above, you won't fall down below - Reb Shlomo ולבי חלל בקרבי לולא האמנתי לראות בטוב ה' בארץ חיים Last Edit: by .

Re: Been there done that... not really 14 Feb 2011 23:07 #96958

geshertzarmeod
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I really should be asleep right now, but I got a phone call that pulled me out of bed. So I figured that it was also an opportunity to share with you all an amazing thing that happened. After I wrote my last post, I went to bed feeling pretty good about the day. Without even realizing it I started saying shema. Big deal, right? You have to understand, I have been forgetting to say Krias Shema al hamita for years. I've been kicking myself for years, to no avail. It certainly was not a habit of mine. But suddenly tonight it just came naturally. I'm blown away! Good night for real and thanks again!

ישראל אע"פ שחטא ישראל הוא
If you're connected above, you won't fall down below - Reb Shlomo
ולבי חלל בקרבי
לולא האמנתי לראות בטוב ה' בארץ חיים

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Re: Been there done that... not really 15 Feb 2011 01:04 #96966

geshertzarmeod Current streak: 8 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Like a bridge over troubled water. Posts: 595 Karma: 3	Another added benefit of this forum that i was certainly lacking before. Sleepless nights were always bad news. BIG NISAYON !!!! Now I just got out of bed and wrote a few posts. Gevaldik! Thank you GuardYourEyes! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! May you and all those involved be forever blessed with all good things!
	ישראל אע"פ שחטא ישראל הוא If you're connected above, you won't fall down below - Reb Shlomo ולבי חלל בקרבי לולא האמנתי לראות בטוב ה' בארץ חיים Last Edit: by .

Re: Been there done that... not really 15 Feb 2011 03:01 #96972

geshertzarmeod Current streak: 8 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Like a bridge over troubled water. Posts: 595 Karma: 3	5 AM !!!!!!!!!! The bad news is I couldnt sleep all night. :-\ The good news is I made it thru a sleepless night without giving in!
	ישראל אע"פ שחטא ישראל הוא If you're connected above, you won't fall down below - Reb Shlomo ולבי חלל בקרבי לולא האמנתי לראות בטוב ה' בארץ חיים Last Edit: by .

Re: Been there done that... not really 15 Feb 2011 03:08 #96974

Rising Up Current streak: 122 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 395 Karma: 0	all right!!! SSSSSSSSSSSSSWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D
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Re: Been there done that... not really 15 Feb 2011 08:22 #97008

geshertzarmeod Current streak: 8 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Like a bridge over troubled water. Posts: 595 Karma: 3	Thank you Rising! Here's another good sign. I opened my browser and I was more interested to see the forum than my email or the news. Sounds silly once its written out. But for me it's significant. Thanks everyone for being there. And hey... Be careful out there! (sorry that's an old reference to when I was a teenager.)
	ישראל אע"פ שחטא ישראל הוא If you're connected above, you won't fall down below - Reb Shlomo ולבי חלל בקרבי לולא האמנתי לראות בטוב ה' בארץ חיים Last Edit: by .

Re: Been there done that... not really 15 Feb 2011 20:29 #97086

geshertzarmeod Current streak: 8 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Like a bridge over troubled water. Posts: 595 Karma: 3	Another glorious day! I just wanted to say that if frum ladies or young women realized what their perfume does to people of the male persuasion, they would stop immediately. Breathing thru your mouth only for long periods of time isnt easy, but it helps! Feeling good! Good night everyone! Hatzlacha Rabbah!
	ישראל אע"פ שחטא ישראל הוא If you're connected above, you won't fall down below - Reb Shlomo ולבי חלל בקרבי לולא האמנתי לראות בטוב ה' בארץ חיים Last Edit: by .

Re: Been there done that... not really 15 Feb 2011 20:39 #97090

Rising Up Current streak: 122 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 395 Karma: 0	Awesome to hear that!!!! 8) 8) See you tomorrow!!
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Re: Been there done that... not really 15 Feb 2011 21:06 #97094

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	yeah, perfume is tough.... great to hear you had a good day! continued hatzlacha
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ Last Edit: by .

Re: Been there done that... not really 15 Feb 2011 21:08 #97096

kedusha Current streak: 717 days OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 3167 Karma: 46	I'll tell you what I think of perfume - it's absolutely gross! > > > And that line from your teenage years - I know the reference precisely!
	Just as an alcoholic needs to avoid that first sip, a lust addict needs to avoid that first slip.Slip today? No way! ;)Fall today? No way, Jose'! Last Edit: by .