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Re: fresh start 15 Mar 2010 15:57 #58242

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It was inspiring to read your thoughts after your fall - and as always, remember that almost a month clean - that in itself is beautiful!
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Re: fresh start 15 Mar 2010 18:09 #58264

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Thanks SB,
and as always,
let's also remember
that one day clean
is also beautiful!

(not only because that's almost where I'm at now)
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Re: fresh start 16 Mar 2010 05:06 #58364

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You are doing great sturggle! you've managed to pick urself up and move on. that shows something about you...courage. you have it in your heart to make it. I know you can and u will
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Re: fresh start 19 Mar 2010 14:08 #58970

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Absolutely - one day clean is incredibly beautiful, and worth a celebration!

have a great shabbos, and keep on rocking!
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Re: fresh start 21 Mar 2010 13:09 #59075

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Hope your Shabbos was nice, Sturrgle, but now that i's over, it's nice to know that I am sharing today with so many very spcial people, like you...
"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."
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Re: fresh start 22 Mar 2010 08:02 #59206

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Hey Sturggle,

I too recently had a fall, and I'm on a new chart, up to Day 5, and looking for a few good men to take this journey with me, do you want to get on the bus? We've got room for a few more?

Hatzlacha!
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Re: fresh start 29 Mar 2010 11:04 #59928

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It's been a bit since I wrote last,
for numerous reasons.
B"H, things are well.


CHAG KASHER V"SAMEACH!!!
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Re: fresh start 29 Mar 2010 12:19 #59929

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Chag kasher v'sameach Sturggle.

Been wondering where youve been...
Hashem is addicted to you! Feel His hugs!"Sheva yipol tzaddik VKUM"
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Re: fresh start 29 Mar 2010 14:39 #59936

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GREAT!



Good to hear from you again Sturggle. Have an amazing Pesach!
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Re: fresh start 01 Apr 2010 16:22 #60008

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Hope you are having a really nice Pesach, reb Sturggle!
"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."
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Re: fresh start 06 Apr 2010 13:50 #60212

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Hi friends!
Missed y'all!

7Up wrote on 29 Mar 2010 12:19:

Been wondering where youve been...


Really? Sweet!

BeStrong & Dov,
thanks for posting last week.

I just had a slip. I am doing some schoolwork and it's taking up a lot of time.
It is meant to and I would like to have it done with as soon as possible,
so I am pushing myself and am under some stress. I am having a shtikl of a hard time.

I went to a nonfiltered computer and was going to look at something borderline,
and then turn away, that's what the YH was telling me anyway,
B"H my sister walked in as I was only starting to do some searches...

Back to work...

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Re: fresh start 07 Apr 2010 04:13 #60246

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So...,
last night, I stayed up a bit late
and I fell. Yep, it happened.

I gave the y"h way too much space
and, well, there were consequences.
I may or may not have time to
write more thoughts of mine later today.

Chizuk is appreciated,
now it's time to keep on
sturggling! G'day folks!
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Re: fresh start 07 Apr 2010 18:53 #60314

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Sturggle,

All the Y"H wants to do is just a little more and click that site, just one more click it will be okay. Its great that you have the courage to express yourself right after a fall, that is certainly one of the most difficult stretches.

The main thing is to remember, not to  dwell on it, BUT for the future(now) guard yourself from slipping into a similar situation. We all know our respective situations which we fall in.

Keep up the positive attitude! That in itself is a Win (couldn't think of the antonym for fall)

Much Love,

Bestrong
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Re: fresh start 07 Apr 2010 20:18 #60323

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thanks man,
it has been a tough day for me,
and the day goes on,
and now it's night...
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Re: fresh start 08 Apr 2010 02:55 #60386

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Hope your night was uneventful, sturglebee....no news is good news in this business, sometimes.
"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."
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