Sturggle, you da man!

The more I get to know Sturggle, the more I hold by him!
He is so sincere and caring.

Sturggle, IYH someday soon you will learn to appreciate the good within yourself as much as we do, and even more.

Keep posting, whatever your mood.

Rage,
Thanks for starting that whole sobfest.
Look what you of all people are bringing to this forum.

I apologize for not being on your thread much,
I need a good translator.
And, pashut, I haven't been here much bchlal.

I know you guys (and Mom) mean what you say.
I'm right now not holding much from myself.
Actually pretty down, but I go up and down like
a see saw and I don't know who/what is sitting on the other side.
Ok, at times I do. That doesn't always make it easier, though.

Either way, there's a party going on, now is not the time.

sturggle wrote on 22 Sep 2009 20:31:



clearly not my intention...suck it up people, suck it up...anyway...learn italian...

anyway, i stand in salute to you, my brother...i dont know whats waiting for all of us on that golden shore but i know youre gonna be reapin it big time

maybe.
i feel like there are so many times that im standing at the edge.
i can fall off quite easily.
i have a lot of work to do if im reaping anything.
i dont like going to sleep feeling down.
well, i think that's the best thing for me now.
and im at my parents' and theyre out
and i really want to be sleeping before theyre back.
ayn li koach bishvilam achshav.

if anyone is interested i am almost 37 days clean.

I know what you mean 

37!!!!!!! HAD NO CLUE U WERE UP TO THAT FAR! Brotherly admiration just rose several notches...

thanks trying.
it totally is one day at a time, though.
B"H there have been 37 consecutive ones...

MOMMYYYY!!!!!!

I know you're here and I could use a big hug.
I have a lot on my mind and not much koach to write so much...
And I've interacted with my Dad and Mom so far today
and that doesn't help...

There is a special koach to 40 (ask Guard) and iyH you'll hit it on Shabbos Shuva!
Now if thats not a HUG.....

Yikes!
My post overlapped with yours

Im here....

I know. I've been thinking about it, but I don't want get to into it yet. Shabbos is everyday, but Friday is still a couple of days off.
I'm also thinking about other things...,
So, I hope that I get there...
Right now, I'm in my parents apt alone and there is an unfiltered computer here...

7Up wrote on 23 Sep 2009 08:51:


I figured as much, well, that's a hug!
You were here even before I asked!!!

MOVE AWAY FROM THAT COMPUTER >

mom is watching :o

If you wanna talk, Im here.

And youre noticing hugs! If you can be patient enough to hold on, you'll start seeing nissim too. Promise. Hugs and miracles are just a small step apart once you know how to see them

im not on that computer, im on my own,
which is heavily guarded by Guard's K9s.
I know to keep myself here...
and I know you're watching
and I know you're here,
so thanks

And, btw, I wanted to mention this yesterday,
but who invited you to my thread?
I guess I kind of just did...
I didn't realize the lettering would come out that big... ;D

Since when do mothers need invitations? >
Davka when we arent invited we know it's time to pop in....

...but I can slink back out if you prefer :-[ :'(

oh, no no no, i know youre not serious about that,
but for what it's worth, i need you here...
you've already helped me so much...
and even if you would attempt to leave,
we both know that you're really there,
and that means a lot!!