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Re: fresh start 16 Sep 2009 03:14 #18238

  • habib613
four new pages on your thread since i left this morning.
struggle, my heart practically skipped a beat when letakain told me that you posted on "i'm about to fall"
and then i came here, and i mamesh started crying!
i wish you knew what a tzaddik you are. then maybe your self esteem problems would go by-by.
and once that's gone, it's so much easier.
today you overcame such an incredibly difficult nisayon that i almost cannot imagine.
Hashem is beaming in shamayim, and He's telling the kategor "see, I can bring mashiach, because look at how all my precious children are overcoming all these nisyonos"
everyone on GYE, everyone trying so hard to fix themselves, (even if they fall) is giving all of klal yisroel such tremendous zechusim.
stay strong bro
k-habib (sorry, kutan, had to borrow your sig. I'm such a kutan compared to everyone else on here.)
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Re: fresh start 16 Sep 2009 06:25 #18261

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thanks gals.
I know you weren't on when everything was going down,
but I know that you would've been right there to help hold me up.
And I knew it at the time,
and it made a difference.
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Re: fresh start 16 Sep 2009 08:01 #18288

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letakain21 wrote on 15 Sep 2009 17:03:

i'm gonna smash him into smithereeeeeeeens!!!!!!!


Letakain,

Were you in on this whole kabbaltoons thing before guard busted it out?
And you really pulled throught last night, thanks again!
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Re: fresh start 16 Sep 2009 11:39 #18307

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no, but i was laughing hysterically when i watched it- i almost woke my parents up!
i told you Guard was a mind reader!

and Baruch Hashem! I AM SO THRILLED THAT YOU MADE IT THROUGH! i actually called habib crying! you're such a tzaddik!
I am proud of myself today because of who I am becoming with progress, not perfection
one day at a time
I am a pickle, and I'll never be a cucumber again. and pickles are YUM!

my thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/6-Women-on-the-way-to-90-Days/248941-Letakains-internet-addiction-journal
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Re: fresh start 16 Sep 2009 13:38 #18334

  • battleworn


My goodness is intrinsic.
It is part of my holy essence.
My goodness does not depend on anything.
It is real and true.
Regardless of who calls me,
regardless of who says hello
or even goodbye,
slaps me in the face,
or makes me wanna cry,
my goodness is real and true.

I know that somewhere,
deep down inside of me.
I forget easy...

and I def know where I won't find it...

b'ahava raba ugmura,

Sturggle


Ein Milim!!!
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Re: fresh start 16 Sep 2009 14:10 #18351

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printable shabbos amunition for sure!
I am proud of myself today because of who I am becoming with progress, not perfection
one day at a time
I am a pickle, and I'll never be a cucumber again. and pickles are YUM!

my thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/6-Women-on-the-way-to-90-Days/248941-Letakains-internet-addiction-journal
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Re: fresh start 16 Sep 2009 16:54 #18419

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TrYiNg wrote on 16 Sep 2009 00:38:

wow, just read the last few pages. The menval took a huge beating today  ;D I heard his cry all the way to noow york :D
-proud sis!


All the way to New York? HE LIVES IN NEW YORK!
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Re: fresh start 16 Sep 2009 17:01 #18426

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he has a huge amount of multiples in his family- sheker, depression, hopelessness......... and somehow they get free apparition (for those non- harry potter fans- the ability to dissapear and reappear immediately in another place) abilities so they can be anywhere in a second.
I HATE THEM!
I am proud of myself today because of who I am becoming with progress, not perfection
one day at a time
I am a pickle, and I'll never be a cucumber again. and pickles are YUM!

my thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/6-Women-on-the-way-to-90-Days/248941-Letakains-internet-addiction-journal
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Re: fresh start 16 Sep 2009 17:05 #18428

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of course the menuval lives in new york; where else will he live? this city provides ample fertile ground for diseased minds and destructive habits; please see my reference to this city as one big festering neon distraction and a three-ringed circus sideshow of freaks....as an aside i think trying was saying that trying, who lives in new york, heard the cry of the menuval, who lives, presumably, in the firey depths of hell...
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Re: fresh start 16 Sep 2009 17:38 #18447

  • bardichev
ALL TIME #1 GUE MYTH

MR B IS A NOO YAWKEH
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Re: fresh start 16 Sep 2009 18:05 #18459

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Didn't he just resign from gov of NY some time ago?  ;D
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Re: fresh start 16 Sep 2009 18:34 #18480

  • jerusalemsexaddict
where is sturggle?
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Re: fresh start 16 Sep 2009 18:35 #18482

  • bardichev
SEND FOR THE K-9S CALL NOOORAH
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Re: fresh start 16 Sep 2009 18:37 #18485

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Uri wrote on 16 Sep 2009 18:34:

where is sturggle?


i hope he's ok (nervously goes to nibble on leftover cookies from party)
I am proud of myself today because of who I am becoming with progress, not perfection
one day at a time
I am a pickle, and I'll never be a cucumber again. and pickles are YUM!

my thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/6-Women-on-the-way-to-90-Days/248941-Letakains-internet-addiction-journal
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Re: fresh start 16 Sep 2009 19:56 #18500

  • jerusalemsexaddict
hes fine.
i finally reached him.
he was just at some thingy in the city.
he'll be on soon.
i,on the other hand,am heading to bed.
layla tov
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