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Scientific studies show that it takes 90 days to break an addictive pattern in the mind. Start your own Log of your journey to 90 days! Post here to update us on your status and to give each other chizuk to stay strong!

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Re: fresh start 20 Apr 2011 07:25 #104387

tzaddik90 OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 668 Karma: 1	gut moed sturggy
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Re: fresh start 21 Apr 2011 16:27 #104413

Dov OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 1960 Karma: 383	Didn't get it...maybe its the seder hangover still.....
	"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same." Last Edit: by .

Re: fresh start 21 Apr 2011 16:47 #104416

Sturggle Current streak: 178 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1706 Karma: 1	maybe. from the first or second night?
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Re: fresh start 22 Apr 2011 03:23 #104437

Dov OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 1960 Karma: 383	...funny, I don't really remember a second night..... : :o
	"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same." Last Edit: by .

Re: fresh start 22 Apr 2011 07:57 #104444

Sturggle Current streak: 178 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1706 Karma: 1	as long as your enjoying yom tov, right?
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Re: fresh start 27 Apr 2011 21:27 #104576

Sturggle Current streak: 178 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1706 Karma: 1	putting out there that for the last couple of day ive been having urges to act out, thoughts about acting out, etc. i have stayed clean albeit a few slips. may HKB"H help me.
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Re: fresh start 27 Apr 2011 21:51 #104579

Dov OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 1960 Karma: 383	...sounds pretty normal to me. May you get a reprieve from the struggle - we all do every now and then. Spiritual rest is nice. In the meantime, I am with you, buddy.
	"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same." Last Edit: by .

Re: fresh start 28 Apr 2011 08:22 #104600

7yipol Current streak: 3 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder YES HE CAN! Posts: 4686 Karma: 12	we would be more appropriately called human "becomings" than human "beings". because we are not perfect and we can do something about it, Well said! I like
	Hashem is addicted to you! Feel His hugs!"Sheva yipol tzaddik VKUM" Last Edit: by .

Re: fresh start 29 Apr 2011 05:58 #104673

Sturggle
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thanks Dov.

I am feeling a little better, but still feel weighed down. the most important part of it for me is to not let my emotions get the better of me, not to turn to acting out, and continue living my life from where I want, making choices from as healthy a place as possible. all of that a struggle for me at the moment. definitely slipped a few times over the last few days. feeling down is "normal" and I want to accept it and not let it rule over me.

and, Mom, thanks.

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Re: fresh start 29 Apr 2011 06:06 #104674

Eye.nonymous OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 2696 Karma: 15	sturggle wrote on 29 Apr 2011 05:58: feeling down is "normal" and I want to accept it and not let it rule over me. ...and try to do something that might improve your mood. Sounds like you're doing good, and like you have a realistic perspective on life. --Eye.
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Re: fresh start 29 Apr 2011 14:45 #104701

Sturggle Current streak: 178 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1706 Karma: 1	working on it. gut shabbos!!
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Re: fresh start 29 Apr 2011 14:55 #104704

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	good shabbos Sturggle! wishing you the very best
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ Last Edit: by .

Re: fresh start 30 Apr 2011 22:05 #104744

ben durdayah Current streak: 49 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder No, that is not a mouse... Posts: 1253 Karma: 5	It's been a long time since I last checked in here... A gitte vuch! How's it? E
	For Dov and the other two guys who care, My real name really is Eli Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee Last Edit: by .

Re: fresh start 17 May 2011 05:56 #106132

Eye.nonymous OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 2696 Karma: 15	How are you doing, Sturrgle? --Eye.
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Re: fresh start 17 May 2011 07:38 #106135

ben durdayah Current streak: 49 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder No, that is not a mouse... Posts: 1253 Karma: 5	Gam Ani Mitztareif LeHanal, E
	For Dov and the other two guys who care, My real name really is Eli Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee Last Edit: by .