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Re: fresh start 07 Feb 2011 20:18 #96044

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and mom, thanks for stopping in.
it's always good to be reminded
that you're here for us.
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Re: fresh start 07 Feb 2011 21:28 #96056

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sturggle wrote on 07 Feb 2011 20:18:

and mom, thanks for stopping in.
it's always good to be reminded
that you're here for us.


AlWAYS.

Out of sight isnt out of mind...
Hashem is addicted to you! Feel His hugs!"Sheva yipol tzaddik VKUM"
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Re: fresh start 07 Feb 2011 22:46 #96080

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7Up wrote on 07 Feb 2011 21:28:

sturggle wrote on 07 Feb 2011 20:18:

and mom, thanks for stopping in.
it's always good to be reminded
that you're here for us.


AlWAYS.

Out of sight isnt out of mind...

Not necessarily, but you still could be out of your mind.
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Re: fresh start 08 Feb 2011 07:21 #96156

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thanks Me3 for the laugh in the morning.

and does mom get points for an assist?
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Re: fresh start 08 Feb 2011 10:13 #96159

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Me3 wrote on 07 Feb 2011 22:46:

7Up wrote on 07 Feb 2011 21:28:

sturggle wrote on 07 Feb 2011 20:18:

and mom, thanks for stopping in.
it's always good to be reminded
that you're here for us.


AlWAYS.

Out of sight isnt out of mind...

Not necessarily, but you still could be out of your mind.




Me3, thanks for reminding me why I love the mechitza.
Hashem is addicted to you! Feel His hugs!"Sheva yipol tzaddik VKUM"
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Re: fresh start 09 Feb 2011 07:16 #96289

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went to a group with other ssa guys last night.
was good for me to put myself out there.
it's a group that i've been at before,
just my first time in a while.
i got to share a little about what's going on with me,
listen to others share about themselves,
was good.

still feeling out of sorts,
working on focusing on the now,
today, this hour, these few minutes.
accepting myself where i'm at now.

i must say that now that my head is clearing a little bit,
i'm aware that i'm further along than i was a year ago,
even a few months ago.
despite the falling, i feel the growth.
that's good and it's due a lot to the support i get here.

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Re: fresh start 09 Feb 2011 17:53 #96321

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Beautiful. Thanks, chaver.
"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."
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Re: fresh start 09 Feb 2011 19:25 #96337

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great to hear that things are looking up
kutgw!
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: fresh start 10 Feb 2011 07:12 #96403

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Happy to hearthat. I often have trouble focusing on today, too. I worry about what tomorrow will bring, plan for the future, instead of living the best I can in the here and now, and enjoying it!
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Re: fresh start 11 Feb 2011 08:47 #96610

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Ditto on sb's post.

Sturggle, sounds like you're doing great!

KUTGW and KOT!

Git Shabbos,

E
For Dov and the other two guys who care,
My real name really is
 Eli
Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee




 
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Re: fresh start 13 Feb 2011 20:20 #96758

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sturggle wrote on 09 Feb 2011 07:16:

i must say that now that my head is clearing a little bit,
i'm aware that i'm further along than i was a year ago,
even a few months ago.
despite the falling, i feel the growth.
that's good and it's due a lot to the support i get here.


That's a pretty good perspective.

--Eye.
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Re: fresh start 14 Feb 2011 00:31 #96787

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When buying a stock always check the YTD.  Seems like yours is on the + side
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Re: fresh start 15 Feb 2011 07:42 #97006

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YTD? sorry, a little bit clueless here.
and, I fell again.
and, yes, I'm moving forward.
was after a full week, bummer.
well, everyday is the first day!
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Re: fresh start 15 Feb 2011 12:04 #97020

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Sorry to hear about your fall, but you sound pretty good.

Nice to hear your voice,

E
For Dov and the other two guys who care,
My real name really is
 Eli
Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee




 
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Re: fresh start 15 Feb 2011 20:08 #97080

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sturggle wrote on 15 Feb 2011 07:42:

YTD? sorry, a little bit clueless here.
and, I fell again.
and, yes, I'm moving forward.
was after a full week, bummer.
well, everyday is the first day!


Sorry for not explaining.  YTD stands for Year To Date.  It shows where you are in reference to one thing.  Where you were on this same day 1 year ago.
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