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Re: Naftali's log 30 Dec 2010 05:28 #91290

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	hi naftoli how are things?
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ Last Edit: by .

Re: Naftali's log 31 Dec 2010 07:53 #91442

Eye.nonymous OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 2696 Karma: 15	Hello Naftali.
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Re: Naftali's log 18 Jan 2011 22:51 #93666

Yosef Hatzadik OFFLINE Platinum Boarder A GYE'er since 2010 Posts: 2986 Karma: 10	It is just not fair! > Naftali Z goes behind the curtain & the rest of us don't get to see anything from him anymore! 8) It is already a month since he last posted in the public section of the forum....
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Re: Naftali's log 19 Jan 2011 18:56 #93742

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ok ok - you got me, i'm really sorry - kinda fell off the 'public' forum for about a month as you said (and frankly, I haven't been posting that much on the private one either)

I'll try to get back to posting soon. (Realistically over the weekend or early next week) Definitely alot of stuff to write about...

Short version though:
on the positive side: I've been involved in a 12-step group, made good progress on Step 1, made some positive strides in my relationship with wife, and started doing a quasi-tapsic thing to supplement the 12-step stuff (although it's a bit crazy - and may have been a mistake - I'll write more on that later...)

on the negative side: acting-out-wise, the past month has been a complete mess. Although I'm slowly getting back to where I was before (about a week clean now) - but it has been an extremely rough month - one week I was acting out almost every other day... and even now there are many extensive slips (last one was last night

).

I know that I need to keep on trucking (etc), and I do feel that the past month was full of positive steps that will I"H take me much closer to recovery... but in the interim - much much much work to be done

Thanks everyone for keeping me in mind (even when I myself don't

)

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Re: Naftali's log 21 Jan 2011 07:51 #93996

silentbattle Current streak: 1628 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 3734 Karma: 15	Please keep us posted - we care about you! And remember - fell, shmell. What's is past. What will you do NOW?
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Re: Naftali's log 21 Jan 2011 07:58 #93999

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I think, our acting out is a good indication of how well everything else is REALLY going.

Or, perhaps, we are ACTING better towards our wives so we think the relationship is improving. BUT, we haven't changed our DESIRE to act nicely towards our wives. Therefore, though on the surfact we might seem to be doing better, we are inside just getting more resentful. It's the attitude that need the most work.

Just a thought.

--Eye.

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Re: Naftali's log 07 Feb 2011 09:48 #95936

Naftali Z OFFLINE Fresh Boarder Karma: 0	Hello Tzadikim, Gibborim & fellow travelers! I haven't posted in ages - still have a ton of stuff to share! (hope to do so soon) Anyways, just wanted to write a quick post & share some great news: Boruch Hashem, my wife gave birth to a baby boy yesterday! have a great day everyone!
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Re: Naftali's log 07 Feb 2011 14:14 #95961

jooboy OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 258 Karma: 0	Mazel Tov!
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Re: Naftali's log 07 Feb 2011 16:02 #95974

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	Mazel Tov! lots of nachas, mitoch harchavas hadaas, gezunt and kol tuv!
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ Last Edit: by .

Re: Naftali's log 07 Feb 2011 17:27 #96001

Yosef Hatzadik OFFLINE Platinum Boarder A GYE'er since 2010 Posts: 2986 Karma: 10	MAZEL TOV!!!
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Re: Naftali's log 07 Feb 2011 18:46 #96025

Rising Up Current streak: 122 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 395 Karma: 0	MAZEL TOV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Re: Naftali's log 08 Feb 2011 03:49 #96114

Dov OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 1960 Karma: 383	Mazel Tov to you and your wife and may Hashem give you both the zechus of raising this cute little yiddle to Torah, Chupah, and ma'asim tovim!!
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Re: Naftali's log 14 Feb 2011 20:38 #96930

Eye.nonymous OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 2696 Karma: 15	I think maybe I made it at least in time for the bris... MAZEL TOV! --Eye.
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Re: Naftali's log 24 Feb 2011 13:27 #98378

silentbattle Current streak: 1628 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 3734 Karma: 15	Mazal tov - how are things going with all the hecticness?
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