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Re: Chaim starting over - again 21 Jun 2011 18:33 #109250

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chaim77 wrote on 21 Jun 2011 13:32:

I was able to make a 9th step call last night with my younger sister and the results were amazing and beyond my wildest expectation.

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Re: Chaim starting over - again 22 Jun 2011 13:31 #109310

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I wanted to let the chevra know about a service that is available that has helped me a lot in my recovery.  Hazelden.org which is a publishing house for addiction and recovery literature posts a thought for the day.  Anyone who has gone to live SA, SAA or other meetings has no doubt seen Habelden's daily meditations books around the tables. 

Anyway, they have a "thought for the day" that they post on their website and they also have a subscription service that will e-mail you a thought for the day every morning.  I've benefited a lot from these daily thoughts and wanted to throw it out there for anyone else that was interested.

Here's the link


Other than that, I woke up this morning a bit agitated but after davening I am feeling much calmer.  I know that I have a lot of underlying anxiety about my business and also selling our house.  But really the anxiety is a reaction to my uncertainty in the situation.  Since I don't know how either situation will turn out, it can really cause me to get wrapped around the axle.  The fact is this - Hashem is in charge and the right outcome will happen in both situations.  This is certain - it may be unknown to me, but it is certain.  So really my anxiety shows a deficiency in Emunah and Bitachon. 

Anyway it's good to check in before my RID levels start to rise any higher.
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Re: Chaim starting over - again 23 Aug 2011 03:45 #115853

I have been reading through ur forum> u are an inspiration. keep on posting.

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Re: Chaim starting over - again 23 Aug 2011 15:14 #115913

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Chaim -good morning. Its really impressive watching your progress.. working the program and living recovery.. Keep it up and remember - its all G-d all the time!

Have a happy and successful day!

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