ok, for the most part i was able to control myself over shabbas.
today day  14

shtarkeh chrucking keep it up!


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14 days - that's incredible! 14 days of being clean from a dangerous drug. 14 days of being able to look yourself in the mirror and feeling proud.

thank you friends. where else can  find a site like this??????? the answer is NO WHERE.
today is 15,  today is half of hashems name. its (still) been very very difficult lately! i have a desire for **** and to m******** its hard to fight. i know all of these different thing to keep myself strong but its still very very hard.
but im going to try to keep pushing!

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Beautiful!
b'hatzlacha,
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ive decided im going to stop. i was just thinking about whats going to happen in my future, idk what will. but i decided that i have to stop. im going to get rid of my addiction to lust....i could be growing in other ways and i could be growing a lot. but since im an addict ive been working on this instead. i have 2 more years left of high school (including this year) and then im off to yeshiva in israel. this is the time in my life where big growth can take place. so i decideing right now, that there is no more "im gona stop" "im gona stop" and then not stopping. this time im going to stop. i guess you can say that i finally hit the Hit rock bottom while still on top stage. but right now i just upgrade from a trailer to an 18 wheeler and im going to truck. no more looking back. im on day 15 and im making it to 90 THIS time around.
from now on, no matter how much it hurts, no looking at people on the street, no more fantisies, if i get one chv's get rid of it,

anyone else in it with me? lets all strengthen ourselves and make a real commitment and really succeed.
no more games. only trucking and running over the yetzer and running over our addiction
ready? i am
HS

Wow.

yes kutan...wow    the only hard part of this is to make sure that you dont lose the insparation, but im ready to take on the challange!

sppplllllaaaaaaaahhhhhttttttttttttttttt



q:    what's black, smelly, flat, and gross?




a:    yh run over by 18 wheeler.





yh  :o :o :o :o



hs    :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

;D

Wow!! HS u just made a decision to never ever go back there & I sense in ur words that this time u cut it through with a very sharp knife, & the YH will be getting everyday another cut, till he will realize that he can no longer mess with GYE truckers
1 important rule for u to follow, is never look back & don't look ahead either, don't make too much thought about the urge when it comes, just envision urself a hero if u r able to run him over & if not he will just make u go the route again, & @ this stage u can't afford it anymore
Make sure u renew ur membership with AAA, in case of a flat or lock out, u have whom to call for help

We r all so proud of u

i feel very good, ever since yesterdays "speak my mind" session i feel awesome. i had many oppurtunities today to lose my mind in the struggle. but i realized that i cant live like this anymore. part of the avodah is that we all have to contantly remind ourselves that we just dont have room for this challange in our lives.
i feel awesome, we are doing chazzarah for a big big big gemorah test and im just going from the beggining doing the gemorah, rashis, meforshim just going through them putting tons and tons of effort into it. its charging my batteries.

i am personaly inviting EVERYBODY to come to the handooks page of the website and make comments.
nu nu where are we, we have to be strengthening ourselves constantly every day is one day closer to sobriety!
hatslacha! HS

your attitude is phenomenal!

keep sharing it with us so we can absorb some of it, we really need it