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Re: starting again after 37 days clean 14 Oct 2010 01:23 #80426

i think today is day 4. i wothstood a tremendous tempatation today. i was walking with a dormer to dry cleaning for him to drop off his dry cleaning and on the way back something caught the corner of my eye, it was 2 girls walking out of mcdonalds. when they saw me see them they waved at me. i have no doubt  that if i could have done something and gotton involved with them. baruch hashem i took out my hone and pretended to text someone. when we got to a red light i realized they were still right there! and i glanced (by accident) and saw they were looking at me. i just looked down and tried not to pay any attension, and here i am safe and sound!!
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Re: starting again after 37 days clean 14 Oct 2010 01:25 #80427

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Maybe that's why R' Guard wears that big hat.

Good Job!

Keep on trucking soldier! 
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Re: starting again after 37 days clean 14 Oct 2010 01:55 #80429

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Gevalt!

Another hour of learning!!!!!!!!!!


You just upgraded to a tractor trailor!!!  KEEP ONNNN  TRUHHKKKKINNNN!!!!! 

(GO CHEVRA)
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Re: starting again after 37 days clean 14 Oct 2010 02:59 #80431

yay! learning meseches succah with a good chavrusah!....torah is our tavlin!
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Re: starting again after 37 days clean 14 Oct 2010 16:50 #80469

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HashemsSoldier wrote on 14 Oct 2010 01:23:

i think today is day 4. i wothstood a tremendous tempatation today........., and here i am safe and sound!!


It was worthwhile for Hashem to create Heaven & earth just for the nachas that He got from this single Soldier of Hashem!!!
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Re: starting again after 37 days clean 15 Oct 2010 04:22 #80517

no time to say naything. gotta go to bed its late here. just checking in to say that im here.
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Re: starting again after 37 days clean 15 Oct 2010 09:46 #80524

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ok

when you wake up

ask Hashem to help you again today.

Remember too, we're here following your progress.




keep on trucking.

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Re: starting again after 37 days clean 15 Oct 2010 16:32 #80541

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Don't forget to park the truck for Shabbos!

...... but don't sit & wait for Motzai Shabbos, start walking!


Keep on moving
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KEEP MOVING FORWARD!!!!

-- ONLY FORWARD!!!
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Re: starting again after 37 days clean 15 Oct 2010 20:20 #80556

thanks to all of you aspecially YH and world.
still doing good, last night after i signed off i had a small temptation and i used the tips that we have here. i laughed at it and said i dont want to do it and it worked.
tonight i am eating at my rebbis house. hes a real special person.
gut shabbas
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Re: starting again after 37 days clean 17 Oct 2010 00:08 #80571

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A gut voch!

Good to see you in such high spirits.

You are giving me lots of chizuk.

keep up the good work.


Nu shabbos is over.
Time to start the truck up again.

Keep trucking ah gantze voch... truck..truck....truck....  don't stop trucking.
until shabbos.
nu what phrase do we use on shabbos "keep on....."  ???

ok   
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Re: starting again after 37 days clean 17 Oct 2010 01:15 #80574

idk world, we'll have to come up with something  for next shabbas.
i ate at my my rebbis house. he's chassidish. he put me in a place where i could not see any women (his family nor guests) it was awesome.
over the day i had a some urges to loose control of my eyes but overall i did very good (actually i did very well)
i have to go turn my truck on. G-d willing ill check back here tommorow.
gut voch
HS
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Re: starting again after 37 days clean 17 Oct 2010 01:24 #80578

Way to GO!
Rashi, Breishis (10:25)
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Re: starting again after 37 days clean 17 Oct 2010 02:10 #80585

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ditto!
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Re: starting again after 37 days clean 17 Oct 2010 02:31 #80589

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Re: starting again after 37 days clean 17 Oct 2010 19:44 #80628

Frumfiend The star wrote on 17 Oct 2010 02:31:

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i have a very strong urge right now. if i didnt have a filter i know exactly what i would be doing. im listening to (jewish) music right now. sometimes it helps me. but idk how long ill be able to controll myself today. i know that if i need to leave my house or if i have any oppurtunity to look at anything inappropriate or even if it is "appropriate" i would have a hard time controlling myself. im trying to push. just typeing has already helped  me. but chizzuk would be helpful.

p.s. would this post be something to put in the "im about to fall" section?
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