HS, keep it up, I'm amazed by the courage u have and u hit right & left, this will get u Iy"h very far in life, no need to be ashamed when it comes to that, just be brave face it head on & hashem will make u win, keep us posted how the rabbi responded

i second what JIP said, you are doing great with your courage and determination!

keep up your super work and keep posting, it is a pleasure to hear from you

gut voch
ZS

WOW! SUCH GEVURA! I am jealous of your gan eden.
Hatzlacha

zoiks!
What can i add?
we're so proud!!
shtarkeh trucking!

w

he said:
whatever helps. I"m very impressed with your commitment to constantlt better yourself. May you have siyata dishmaya in your uphill climb

i still feel nervous (idk what the best word to describe it) that i told him. but im also happy that i told him.
day 22, and if you read it backwords, day 22.
now i know that if i have a fall, i have to tell him.

jewinpain wrote on 31 Oct 2010 02:32:

courage??? i guess you can call it that. although, when i was sending him the message it took me 10 min to finally click on the send button and i had to let go of the mouse since i have a couple seconds to cancel sending it. but still



ZS great to here from you
world: the yetzer has also been telling me shtarkeh trucking! guess what else he said.....time for a gas break. and guess what i tell him.....my truck runs on lemonade and woodford grown in the land of GYE

quote...        .....my truck runs on lemonade and woodford grown in the land of GYE


;D  Hey!  Whatever works!  laemonade woodford, cholenade...
ahbee mir trucked.
as long as we're trucking.

alright guys, i had my teffilen checked (should have been checked during elul but thats a long story) and everything is good...... i got new retuos and now i cant wait till tommorow to wear them (i feel like a bar-mitzvah bachur) and we all know that the shel yad is to combat the desires of the heart and the shel rosh is to combat the fantasies of the mind.....so tommorow when i wear my teffilen....i willl have special kavvana to ask hashem to help me.

world.... i think that cholant would clog the engine....or would it? hmmmmm.... that gets me thinking

beautiful, HS!

there is a story, i think with Reb Moshe Kobriner (it's in Toras Avos - Slonim), about an older man who came to him and said that he feels he has nothing left to live for. the Rebbe said to him "it's worth living for 80 years just to put on tefilin one time".

once you are asking for Hashem to help you, why not include all of us here on GYE? it would be a zechus for your own tefila to be accepted as well.

keep on trucking and inspiring me, chazak ve'amatz
ZS

ZS.......thats AVADEH! are you accusing me of not davening for GYE every day????  > ........ welll if you are accusing me i forgive you  ;D
in the bracha of refainu i daven for me and all of te GYE community.

HS, i apologize. i should have known better for someone of your caliber.
it is great to know that you are davening for me, b'soch shaar chavrei GYE. thank you so much.
sorry, ZS

day 23.
ZS i wasnt too harsh was i? i was kidding.
does anyone know how to block google book searches?

HashemsSoldier wrote on 01 Nov 2010 01:10:


Hashem is checking His tefilin also, everything is becoming good over there too.

His tefillin expound on the Greatness of HashemsSoldier & ZemirosShabbos!

HS, not at all, avadeh not , no harm done, keep on kidding, it's good for you and keep on trucking, it's a Bardichever minhag

and thanks Yosef Hatzadik for the association of me with HS, it is truly an honor, and if you would kept looking at Hashem's tefilin you would have noticed your name in the Dean's List

HS, u doubt ur courage cuz it took u 10 minutes to click the send button, how about it took me 20 years to come out of my shell,u must be kidding, u r very lucky for doing so @ ur age & stage of life u will iy"h start married life with a couple years of sobriety, I'm jealous already
Ur rabbi is gr8, but listen HS, ur rabbi u only tell after u fall , but u tell us b4 u feel like falling this way u never need to tell him how's that:) u know my ear is open for u
Keep up day 24!!!! YEAH