I hope all is well with everyone. After being clean for 13 days I slipped a little and it seemed like I was back at square one. I reminded myself that I am improving even if I can't "see it" necessarily. Well I'm proud to say I've just been living again and not really focusing on this anymore. I am around people more often and overall just happier. Boruch Hashem I have been clean 5 days now and hopefully with the help of Hashem I can continue as I can't do it myself... I tried and failed miserably!