BruceWayne wrote on 02 Oct 2009 03:57:
As you know, I've been slipping and sliding for quite a while know.
BW - You know how much I like you (i hope) and all I can think of when you share this is: so? We are all slipping and sliding sometimes. That's life sometimes. What of it? reset? fine, reset...but life goes on and
here we are getting better together. The old way just plain sucked, and any real success
at all takes some time with this big-gorrilla-of-an-issue. No matter how much my (very) grandiose brain tells me "it's an event, yipee!!" - it isn't - it's a
process, and you, chaver, are clearly in the process. No glory? Nu, maybe only
Hashem get's the glory around here, sometimes.
I've got half a mind to just forget the whole counting thing altogether for now. Doing what I can to stay clean, but making no effort to reach 90. Just focusing on "clean".
You know how this is music to my little ears, but "recover", or "useful", is a better focus for me than "staying clean". The
last thing
I need is a gauntlet thrown before me...I can't help but pick it up! Then look out. Suprise! It's that Gorrilla again! (d'oh!!)
Crazy about you, bud.
- Dov