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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 02 Nov 2010 02:05 #82401

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Wow! It's very nice to hear from a Noorah, y'know....

All the best, keep on trucking, chaver!
"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."
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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 09 Mar 2011 15:54 #100320

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Dearest  אחי ורעי
still here and bchasdei hashem stilll clean-

אני מאמין באמונה שלימה that being a member on GYE affords me an especial merit of protection and i hope to take this membership with me to the next world when my time comes!

The members of this holy website are a chabura kadisha unified and  dedicated to the bringing themselves as a korban olah!!! sacrificing  the strongest of human passions on daily basis to our Creator, sometimes multiple times daily!! 

I'm deeply humbled and privileged  to be part of this most exclusive club in the world!!!!!!!

Fiery love to all

Noorah the smallest of the House of Amram
[b]כי שבע יפול צדיק וקם[/b] 
A Tzadik is he who continues to  bounce back after he hits bottom, even a hundred times !!!!!Rav Don Segal Shlita
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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 09 Mar 2011 16:06 #100326

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Amen v'amen!!!


(You are welcome to come for a quick visit more often too!)
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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 09 Mar 2011 17:25 #100353

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Ess achai anochee mivakaysh!!

Lech knoss KOL hayehudim!!

Wow

Noorah and efshar in one day

My heart is racing!!

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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 10 Mar 2011 03:35 #100444

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i guess i'll also join to say hello
Aka -  Mischadeish075 Email mischadeish075@gmail.com
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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 13 Apr 2011 22:16 #104142

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No long drashos here  קטונתי מכל החסדים ומכל האמת

its with the greatest of humility that I thank the Almighty for 2 years clean on April 8th.

the following is partial list of what I attribute the success that I had hitherto - may the Almighty continue protect me amongst all His struggling children!

1 -non-stop Prayer that Hashem safeguard my eyes and my heart from any sin!
2- belonging to this holy website -no kidding -nitfal losei mitzvah
3- zechus avos
4- Limiting general computer use to work only and even then I'm fanatical regarding a filter with my wife holding the password.
5-  be מזכה את הרבים in my own sphere of influence  by promoting, talking and encouraging others about  עניני קדושה and the dangers of the internet. Educating people about  the importance of having no no-nonsense filters and accountability software.
6 - learning constantly the Laws of Shmiras HAlashon since there is a direct connection between the ברית הלשון and the ברית המעור  as mentioned many times on this site and in the chizuk emails.
7 - removing the glasses when necessary and trying to be cognizant of the concept of איכא דרכה אחרינא
8    being extra vigilant with hilchos Yichud in office with cleaning help etc

בדחילו ורחימו ובקידה ובהשתחוי-ה I lift up my hands in prayer to Hashem that He  continue to carry me in His Right Hand and protect each and everyone of His children on this holy site from all harm ברוח ובגשם.

With tears in my eyes I thank the holy Guard, were it not  for him and the holy chevra on the  forum I wouldn't be who I am, where I am and what I am today.........................................if I would "be" at all 


wishing all my brother warriors a true זמן חירות

Fiery Love to all
Noorah the smallest from house of Amram
[b]כי שבע יפול צדיק וקם[/b] 
A Tzadik is he who continues to  bounce back after he hits bottom, even a hundred times !!!!!Rav Don Segal Shlita
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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 13 Apr 2011 22:19 #104143

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For post #500 which makes you a Hero,  WOW!!  So beautiful!!!
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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 13 Apr 2011 23:09 #104154

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Mazal Tov, Noorah!  You're an inspiration!
Just as an alcoholic needs to avoid that first sip, a lust addict needs to avoid that first slip.Slip today? No way! ;)Fall today? No way, Jose'!
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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 03 Oct 2011 23:37 #120935

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Its with great sadness and embarrassment that I report to all my friends here on GYE that i had a fall and had to take myself off the Wall of Honor. I was clean for approx 2 and a half years .......

will try to post more when I'm feeling a bit stronger
[b]כי שבע יפול צדיק וקם[/b] 
A Tzadik is he who continues to  bounce back after he hits bottom, even a hundred times !!!!!Rav Don Segal Shlita
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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 03 Oct 2011 23:46 #120936

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that hurts.
kinda hard to say welcom back, but welcome back.
I know the feeling.  I've been clean a few years and then fell.
It's a learning experience.
You'll get up again.
Stick with us.
Post more when you're ready.
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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 04 Oct 2011 02:14 #120945

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You'll be OK. Hashem isn't generally here for the perfect ones. You are still an inspiration, especially by coming back here to your recovery friends and getting right with 'the shoresh', early on. I have had many very bad bumps in my road, and only Hashem knows what is in the future for any and all of us. He's got the best for you tomorrow, too.

Love you so much sir,

Dov
"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."
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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 04 Oct 2011 04:00 #120957

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Noooorah!

Keep on trucking

I want u to scream "fell shmell" 90 times

If the gemara tells us

Lo chatta david ella lihoros teshuvah liyachid

You are that yachid!!

U do teshuvah!!

We will all be singing lo chatta noora lo chatta noora ( I can see the hurra dance to this tune)


Her ois the ketoires had chelbina

The lulav has the arava

We all need a shminis shebishminis of gaava


Atta nosain yad liposhim we will say by neilla

Hashem is giving you a hand

Gevaldiggggggggggg

Nooorah its gooornisht mit gooornisht

Truck vaytter!!!

Ko amar achicha levy yitzchak!!!!!


Chizki vimtzi!!!

Lummir tantzen


Umar reb akiva!
Lifnai mi attem mitiharrim!!mi mitaher esschem

Avichem shebashamayim


Brarararararrarararm

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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 04 Oct 2011 14:40 #120989

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FSKOT! (Fell Shmell--Keep on Trucking)

 
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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 04 Oct 2011 14:40 #120990

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please eat a muffin
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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 04 Oct 2011 14:50 #120993

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muffin???
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