No long
drashos here קטונתי מכל החסדים ומכל האמת
its with the greatest of humility that I thank the Almighty for 2 years clean on April 8th.
the following is partial list of what I attribute the success that I had hitherto - may the Almighty continue protect me amongst all His struggling children!
1 -non-stop Prayer that Hashem safeguard my eyes and my heart from any sin!
2- belonging to this holy website -no kidding -
nitfal losei mitzvah 3-
zechus avos 4- Limiting general computer use to work only and even then I'm fanatical regarding a filter with my wife holding the password.
5- be מזכה את הרבים in my own sphere of influence by promoting, talking and encouraging others about עניני קדושה and the dangers of the internet. Educating people about the importance of having no no-nonsense filters and accountability software.
6 - learning constantly the Laws of Shmiras HAlashon since there is a direct connection between the ברית הלשון and the ברית המעור as mentioned many times on this site and in the chizuk emails.
7 - removing the glasses when necessary and trying to be cognizant of the concept of איכא דרכה אחרינא
8 being extra vigilant with
hilchos Yichud in office with cleaning help etc
בדחילו ורחימו ובקידה ובהשתחוי-ה I lift up my hands in prayer to Hashem that He continue to carry me in His Right Hand and protect each and everyone of His children on this holy site from all harm ברוח ובגשם.
With tears in my eyes I thank the holy Guard, were it not for him and the holy chevra on the forum I wouldn't be who I am, where I am and what I am today.........................................if I would "be" at all
wishing all my brother warriors a true זמן חירות
Fiery Love to all
Noorah the smallest from house of Amram