To my dearest chaveirim noorah and rage

I want to make a simple observation

We are all human
We are all human
We are all human

Its not an excuse

Its a reminder
That breaking a record is not our job

Yes its a great motivator

Our job is to be in the drivers seat
Take control of the truck

Drive down highway66
Avoid pothole
Restart the ignition
Retread the tires
Change the carburetor

Whatever it takes
No matter what!!

Forget records
Stay on the road!! 

Rage HaTzadik,
your  warm words r like the proverbial cold water to the parched soul.
Thanks  more then you will ever know .

everyone's  situation is different. when i feel that im slipping its not necessary from the conventional triggers that are usually associated with slipping. rather by me its the underlying boredom and blues burnout etc.... that are equally fertile ground for huge tumbles.  for me these have  always been precursor to CRASHES before. when i shouted FIRE it was when i felt the onset of those aforementioned blues.

the only thing different this time is that i recognize it for what it is and i have he support of the guys here and the friends that I've made thru the forum.

i made a promise to myself that if i ever get close to falling i will make a phone call to one or two holy brothers here @ GYE who were kind enough to share their cell numbers with me.

i will join the great Lchaim to u and all @ 8 tonight with a brand new bottle of woodford  ;D ;D ;D

Wishing you a holy restful spiritual shabbos

Noorah

bardichev wrote on 29 Jan 2010 15:21:


AHAa ;D ;D ;D

this is why you are the one and only Holy Bardichiver REBBE!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D

I will drink a special Lchaim With Woodford tonight Leil Shabbos Kodesh @ 8 by a special tish, to my holiest and dearest Rebbeh 

LChaim Lchaim Lchaim

Noorah

imtrying25 wrote on 29 Jan 2010 12:44:


Holy Brother IMT25

there is talk here that  they want to make you an honorary forum admin since you have close to two and half thousand posts! ;D ;D ;D ;D

WOW!!! all that chizuk you dispensed

Love
Noorah the little

noorah it is soo cold here in the east coast where i live(oh the east coast is a huge geograohical spot nera boro park)

i think i will need a few lchaims just to warm up


git shabbos chaver leybin!!!

lchaim!!

b

Noorah BAmram wrote on 29 Jan 2010 17:22:
Btw Reb Noorah. Notice in your avatar your almost ontop of the ladder. How far youve come. But once again, like your avatar we never ewach the top. This is a constant climb. And this means so much more to me than some moderater shmoderater. And besides i never heyde nuttin like det!

A gutte voch!

dear Noora,
how do you feel, gever??

just to tell you that i asked from G-d on you after the  bircat-cohanim finished, and the talis was still on my face,

i told G-d that due to my 45 days clean please help noorabeamram, that everyting will be ok with him, with a big kavana.

so, if evrything is OK now, its because of me... :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

i wish you great week with a lot of happiness.

Having no z'chus of any kind, still full of myself, and totally useless/powerless over lust, I will daven for you, too, Noorah. Every bit of teshuvah and simcha in avodas Hashem that I have ever come in contact with, whether I came to it "b'ratzon" or "b'oness", "b'shogeg" or "b'meizid", was and is all a free gift from Hashem, so I am sure He's got enough in store to help you out with, too.  

Noorah!! With guys like Reb Dov and OL praying for you, your in pretty good shape!!!

dov wrote on 31 Jan 2010 19:51:


Holiest chief anav of GYE the Holy Rebbe Reb Dov,

yr an absolute genius  ;D ;D ;D

love

no anivus 4 me (i cant handle it, been there done that ;D ;D ;D ;D)
noorahl'eh

OneLife wrote on 30 Jan 2010 23:28:


Thanks Tzadik,

Your sincerity floods me with chizuk 

Feeling better today

NOORAh

Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Holiest dearest brothers,

this is the time of year lasts year when i went thru a marathon of of falls and spectacular crashes ..... frightened lest it happen again. the stresses of purim and peasch create an environment and a climate that can send me either off the cliff or .........up the Har Hashem ......I pray that this year will be different!!!

this year i have GYE
this year i have the support, friendship and love of  the most wonderful dearest holiest fiercestchabura of warriors on the face of the earth!!!!!!!!!!

Proud and humble

Noorah

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Yes - and you also have YOU - the new you, the real you, a you that is closer to being the true you than ever before.

Somethng I've been mulling over recently - i was going to post it on my thread, but - now it goes on yours.

We have this idea in our head-  a script, really - that in various situations, our response is supposed to be to act out. It might be "when I'm under stress," or "when I'm lonely," or "when I'm triggered." But somehow, we've accepted that it's sorta-kinda OK to act out. Like it's understandable.

And then we need to fight against that assumption.

Instead, perhaps we should go through our minds in our free time; find all those messed-up scripts; and scrap them in favor of new, good ones. This is MY movie, and I think I'm going to call in the best script-writer available - yeah, that would be Hashem. I like his endings the best.