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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 04 Aug 2009 19:34 #10722

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O' great man pleeeze tell me , can the great one see how far noorah is from the top?
[b]כי שבע יפול צדיק וקם[/b] 
A Tzadik is he who continues to  bounce back after he hits bottom, even a hundred times !!!!!Rav Don Segal Shlita
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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 05 Aug 2009 14:26 #10891

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NOORAH??

HELLO UP THERE!!

YAHHHHOOOOOO!!

YEP ITS ME MR.CHEV

HELLO

GOOD YOU HEAR ME NOW

GREAT

WE NEED SOME NOORAH STYLE CHIZZUK POST WITH ALL THE TRIMMINGS

THANKS

KEEP ON CLIMBING!!

MR BAR D. CHEV
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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 06 Aug 2009 22:29 #11144

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You are very high up on the ladder, but you will never reach the top. That's the beauty of serving someone who is INFINITE. 
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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 09 Aug 2009 22:52 #11338

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FIRE in the house Amram!  :'( :'(
[b]כי שבע יפול צדיק וקם[/b] 
A Tzadik is he who continues to  bounce back after he hits bottom, even a hundred times !!!!!Rav Don Segal Shlita
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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 09 Aug 2009 23:00 #11340

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Noorah BAmram wrote on 09 Aug 2009 22:52:

FIRE in the house Amram!  :'( :'(

Amram may have fire, but he's not fired.
Keep coming back, sweet yid.
"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."
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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 09 Aug 2009 23:21 #11345

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Holy rebbe reb dov
The "insanity" was creeping up on me lately....I caught  myself thinking for a fleeing moment what if I should try to override the filters (the bypass attempt  probably won't work since I installed a sonicwall filter and my wife is the only one with the password - but that is besides the point.
Then I was in a situation where I was tempted to take that second look.
Then a little while later I was again in a situation where I was tempted to take that second glance......
So you see my dear holy friends that is why I let loose with the ole MAYDAY CRY of FIRE IN THE HOUSE OF AMRAM!
With the hope and prayer that this will help somehow to extinguish the FIRE and douse it completely, at least to lower the "flame" a little

Love to all
Noorah
[b]כי שבע יפול צדיק וקם[/b] 
A Tzadik is he who continues to  bounce back after he hits bottom, even a hundred times !!!!!Rav Don Segal Shlita
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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 10 Aug 2009 03:39 #11354

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in all honest holy noorah

I learned that gemoraah sof kiddushin

I said it over birabim

IN YOUR ZECHUS

listen tzaddik

here is my spin

he was called reb amram chassidah before the story of the ladder

and he retained his name even after the story


so you will always retain "total noorah status"

so you played with your filter

YOU ARE STILL NOORAH"

TELL THAT TO THE YH

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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 10 Aug 2009 11:40 #11394

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Holy REBBE B,

Thanks for the encouragement. I didn't play with filter, I was just toying with the idea in my crazy p**n addicted mind.........what if scenarios? Which in the past has been a prelude to full blown crashes. Hence the MAYDAY call!!

The filter in my office - which I don't have the passwd- is set up in such away that any attempt to bypass sends off warning emails  to the IT admin and to others in the office. At home I don't have internet access only the blackberry which is filtered at the isp level by jnet.
I had already learned the hardway to many times

I pray "rachmana nigar bei bsatan" May the Merciful One do battle with my YH"

Love to all
Noorah
[b]כי שבע יפול צדיק וקם[/b] 
A Tzadik is he who continues to  bounce back after he hits bottom, even a hundred times !!!!!Rav Don Segal Shlita
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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 10 Aug 2009 17:15 #11410

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Noorah and anyon else like the holy Noorah:
The Noorah's words are a breath of fresh air!
Lets all take a minute to recognize how far the "battle lines" have been drawn back for us. Just a few months ago many of us would be deciding between four hours...or five hours in the internet "sewage facility". Now, our struggle is whether or not to fantasize about adjusting our "sewage" filter. Wow. What a difference a bit of sanity makes... :D
To use someone else's perspective: someone is reteating, and it ain't us!
"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."
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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 10 Aug 2009 20:29 #11466

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REBBEREBER=DOV

GIT GEZUGT

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NOW UPDATE YOUR PIC!!!

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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 10 Aug 2009 20:57 #11475

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Noorah-bardichev said it right a few days ago.A day without you is a day without sunshine.the rays of the sun warms,gives light,gives us all hope.My friend,your war,my war,the war all of us are in is not an easy one.but watching you fight makes my fight easier,knowing that no one is alone in this fight,and that gives me a great deal of comfort.When I go out into the warmth of our healing sun today,I think of Noorah and all those that have the honor of being your friend.and I truely hope that I could have the zchus of being near you in the World to Come. 
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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 10 Aug 2009 21:43 #11486

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Noorah! Thanks for sharing.  That was such a breath of fresh air.
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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 10 Aug 2009 22:11 #11492

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heilega  chevra, u  r going to make me cry with your kindness and caring!
With FIERY love
Noorah

[b]כי שבע יפול צדיק וקם[/b] 
A Tzadik is he who continues to  bounce back after he hits bottom, even a hundred times !!!!!Rav Don Segal Shlita
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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 14 Aug 2009 13:24 #12326

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Chasdie Hashem its 18 "chai" weeks on my sobriety journey.

May the Ribono shel Olom continue to Protect us all from harm, both spiritual and bodily!

Wishing all the chabura kadisha d'batar hadein a wonderful "lictigeh" shabbos

Love to all

Noorah
[b]כי שבע יפול צדיק וקם[/b] 
A Tzadik is he who continues to  bounce back after he hits bottom, even a hundred times !!!!!Rav Don Segal Shlita
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Re: Noora BAmaram's Journey and Journal 14 Aug 2009 16:44 #12367

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NOOOORAH ARE YOU COMING FOR SHABBOS

EFSHAR IS BRINGING OVERNITE KIGEL AND SUSHI

KIMST???

NEEE ARUP FINIM LEITERRR


OY OY SHABBBOS KOIDESH!!!

bardichev
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