Chaim III wrote on 23 Mar 2010 14:05:
An update:
It's been a difficult few days for me. I last fell on Friday. I have had a few slips since then but I have managed to maintain my balance.
We are going to my inlaws for Pesach. For some reason their house has always been a safe place for me. In my mind if I can just get through until the end of this week then I should be OK until the end of pesach (Bezras Hashem).
The problem is that I am extremely stressed out and I am very vulnerable right now. I am studying for a few exams which means I am looking for any excuse to procrastinate. Which obviously leads me down the path to falling.
With your help and encouragement I can hopefully make it through the next 4 days. I am trying to take it one day at a time and even split up the days in segments. At shacharis I daven that hashem should keep me free from falling, at mincha I daven for the period until maariv, and at maariv i daven for the period until shacharis. This has worked so far bt I have a really bad feeling that I'm going to trip up at some point before the end of the week.
You are are hereby being granted a free pass for one 'trip up' over the next week :-X. Be smart, don't use today, save it for tomorrow. Tomorrow you may find something more enticing and you won't have a pass left
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. It is in the 'best' interest of your temptations not to waste the one pass today
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Nu, is today taken care of....??
(Do you think you can carry this pass past Passover?? ;D)