Dear Heiligher members of this forum, 

Hello, I am new to this forum.  I broke my streak of 26 days two weeks ago and I am in the midst of a new 15 day streak on my way to 90 days iy"H. 

It's amazing how sometimes the taiva of viewing improper things can be tucked away, not surface at all and be a non-issue and then boom, at other times it can be relentless and not let a person sleep without demanding its fill. 

You know things are getting tough when you are in a public library and you have the brazeness to quickly search google images (yimach shimo v'zichro) for some improper images.  Well that's what I just did about one minute ago so I decided to quickly jump into this forum and give a shout out for some chizuk for myself and to give chizuk to others as well. 

Always remember to stay strong and enjoy the nice weather if you are in New York and have been through a cold winter.  Let's bring on the cheirus of Pesach feeling great both outward and within!

TrueRatzon!

HEY TZADDIK!!

GOOOOOOOOOGLE IMAGES IS THE DOORSTEP TO GEHHENOMS PATH

GO AWAY FROM GOOOOGLE IMAGES

IF YOU NEED THE LIBRARY GET IN AND GET OUT AS SOON AS YOU CAN


NEXT IT IS GETTING WARMER

IN MY SLICE OF THE EAST COAST THE PRUTZUS ARE HITTING THE STREET SO BE FORWARNED!!!!


WHATEVER YOU DO KEEP ON TRUCKING!!

TR - I hear you loud and clear.

For me its not just the days clean. If I'm put in a sitaution that I have fell to in the past, even with plenty of clean days under my belt, that feeling of falling comes back.

If the last time u were in a public library u googled images then be prepared for that urge upon your visit. Upon 3 successful visits the urge should die down somewhat.

No more falls, one day at a time.

TrueRatzon wrote on 08 Mar 2010 19:27:


WOW!!!

Out of 42 great and holy days only ONE day on the the other side, this surely gives much needed chizuk to the rest of us!

Welcome Home, TR. great to have you here.

I agree with Yosef HaTzaddik, dont think of it as just the new 15 days, add the two together and you get 41/42 DAYS! One bloop in an otherwise beautiful pattern!!

KOT!! READ READ READ, POST POST POST.

Using you eyes and fingers for KEDUSHA! What an amazing targeted approach to kapparah!!

Get cozy with the handbooks. And be well,

Steve

That's incredibly impressive! Leave those urges far behind, and pull right into the GYE parking lot - we have plenty of spots for trucks!