Hi guys,
It's me again. The last couple weeks have been really really bad. I just installed K9 on my primary computer, and I'm going to give the password away ASAP. I'd like to try counting the days again, because even though this week was great in every other way (making the days count), I still had trouble with the internet and I just can't control myself. I need to get some distance between myself and the addiction so that I can get back to where I was a few months ago. Arggggg this is SO SO SO depressing!!! Oh well, I'm not gonna quit (at least not yet) even though it's very tempting to. I don't feel any hope at all, even though I was given so much success last year. wahwahwah... I'll quit whining now.
I hope to see some success again soon...
Ano

Dear Ano,

The seal pup, is known for making crucial errors in judgment, often finding himself stranded on beaches where tourists try to feed him beer, hot dogs, and beach balls! But he always somehow makes it back to the cool waters of the Antarctic Sea. We know you've got a ton of power, and we're sure that when you focus it properly, there is no stopping an ANO!!!!

Hey Ano,

Bhatzlacha with restarting your engines.
For me that is not an easy task at all.
If I find myself saying that I'm not gonna quit yet,
but I'm leaving room to quit in the future,
that despair is going to find me and I'm not really free.
I don't feel any hope, but I do want something totally different,
with HKB"H's help and some hishtadlus, reaching out, etc.,
I can do this!

I'm trying to get those engines revved up...
I lived one day. Now I'm going to try to live another one tomorrow. Can't wait!! :D

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

You didn't expect me to actually sit through that entire presentation, did you? I just clicked modify and read the text to make sure it said what I thought it said :D

KUTGW!!!  Were here for you bro.  Just remember to keep it simple and don't look to far ahead.

HER IS A SECRET MESSAGE


GNIKCURT NO PEEK


HINT : RIGHT TO LEFT

Very clever bardy :D
I lived for a second day in a row today. Here's hoping for tomorrow...

I Was In The Same Place As You Not Sure If I Would Get Out And Not Wanting Too. Then i hit rock Bottom Again And I Am moving slowly. don.t wait that long you can do it

GNIKCURT NO PEEK=KOT

bardichev wrote on 03 Feb 2010 12:07:
GNP?? No??


Hey ano. I cant believe you didnt sit through the whole presentation!!! After all my hard work?!?  > > > >  :'( :'( :'(

Hey Ano, have you tried DC's calls yet? New cycle starting soon...

Another good day...
I haven't felt the need to touch my filter yet. The big test for me will be actually giving away the passwordy. Can I do it? Why don't I just do it right now? Is it the YH telling me to wait longer to make sure it doesn't block anything I actually need before I hand off the password? I don't know...advice anyone?

Why not give away the password?

As you said, maybe you're waiting to make sure there are no sites blocked that you actually need. Can't you be in touch with the person who has the password to block or unblock sites when necessary? So, what's holding you back?

As you said, the big test for you will be giving away the password. And you ask, "Can I do it?" "I don't know...advice anyone?"
Well, if you want to call it advice, you may,
YES! You CAN do it!