Great MOmo. Your awesome. Oh and i did vote for your awesomeness. Tomorrows assignment. We change #2 to- Thank you Hashem for giving me a wife and kids THAT LOVE ME MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE IN THE WORLD!!!

Momo wrote on 10 Dec 2009 10:48:

I was referring ot the Guardster. Hes always YELLING at me for writing in big fonts.

I think cheering is allowed and yelling isn't.

Momo, see reply #7 through #9 on this page.

Wattayasay?

Interesting. Thanks for showing me that thread that I might have missed.

I think you're probably right. In Rav S's words, my 2 weeks is to force me to not run to my safe house (internet), and see what happens.
If I live, I'll know what I do in order to live and that I can do it without meds. If I can't live, then I'll need the meds.

YAY!!! 5 things. and they're GOOD ones.

so did i miss the joke again today? :D :D :D

Momo wrote on 10 Dec 2009 10:45:

i hate it too... so glad you were happy this morning. changes the whole tone of the day, right?

You know, I was thinking about it.
What I'm trying to do, the 2 weeks isn't the 90 days. Here's the difference:
During my 2 weeks I'm "allowed" to act out as much as I want while in the 90 days you can't.
Letting me act out makes the 2 weeks not a control issue. Instead, it's about me not running to the Net and learning how to live.

Don't worry, I haven't acted out yet, and I don't plan on it. I figure while I'm stopping surfing forbidden images and that lessens my lust, I might as well not act out.
I'm killing 2 birds with one stone. But the fact I can act out if I want to makes it more manageable.
(Again, this is only for me, not to condone acting out. I need to first work on my learning how to live, then I can deal with the lust issue.)

habib613 wrote on 10 Dec 2009 11:46:


Thanks for the compliment.

No real joke, but I posted some light-hearted posts with lots of smileys. I hope that counts.

Yes, how we wake up and view the day when saying Mode Ani does change the focus of the entire day.

i paskin it counts...
as long as your happy

This thread is becoming the in place to be if one wants to smile and chill :D
Momo; keep it coming!
I feel like a mama bird watching her chicks discover that they have wings
and can actually fly!

Fly Momo, fly!

Eh, I'm only on day 2.

I'm sort of bugging out here. I worked a bit today, but not enough.
I'm falling behind my work schedule.

I spent a lot of the day on the forum and listening to music. I guess that's OK (Rav S said I can do anything but surf), but it still doesn't feel as satisfying as if I was working.
Of course, I'm tired of my job so that doesn't help.
And I'm grateful that I haven't surfed, which is not so simple since I have the Internet open and available at work.

???

I think I could spend the entire day singing, playing music, and listening to music.

Any jobs like that? Is there anyone willing to pay for that?  : : :

if you ever find one like that, make sure to  let us know, ok?  :D :D

it's ok to fall behind on work, but don't fall so behind that it makes you majorly stress. because that makes me want to act out, dunno about you.

Good Job Momo!

GMG!!

habib613 wrote on 10 Dec 2009 13:58:


OK! 

habib613 wrote on 10 Dec 2009 13:58:


Me too.

habib613 wrote on 10 Dec 2009 13:58:


Thanks!
Go Rabib Go!
I'm so excited for you. You're trucking gives me strength (see what I wrote on your thread today). 
I feel like we're doing it together. It's the domino affect: Someone inspired Rage, Rage inspires you, you inspire me, maybe I inspire someone else... 

i saw. 


yeah!!!!!