Why does everyone else get sympathy and chizuk responses and I don't:
;D ;D ;D
Ok, now for a more serious answer. I think it might have to do with what Imtrying25 said, Uri explains what he's feeling, so we can answer him better. You just wrote "I HATE MY LIFE!". And although the color and size of that was impressive, we couldn't do much more than offer a joke or two to show we care and are there for you...
On the other hand, Uri wrote yesterday:
I am having a very hard time now that I am letting go of control and I am feeling alot of pain and fear and insecurity.
I am,unfortuantely,lashing out at the only people who can actualy help me out of fear of trust and love,and feel the urge to run from everything constantly.
I have been attempting to take control of my fears and life and it is getting me nowhere as usual,just hurting me.
I have been resisting the control of authority on all fronts(as usual) and I will try to behave better in the future.
And also:
is rav shlachter right about all this???
im letting go of control but i dont find any trust coming in.
and im afraid of trying to get trust from pple cause that's "control"
am i not understanding something?
all that's happened is that my gaava is increasing like crazy,i keep thinking i have all the answers,i take on all these cases,im mean to pple im close to,and i desperately desire a woman to be with.
i thought i was on the path of recovery.
instead i just make myself sick.
There's a lot of good questions there to address...
(but I still think it might be the smell too, a
little. No chevra?
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