Momo wrote on 06 Jan 2010 07:00:
I feel a bit stranger than usual today. I feel a positive energy, with a bit of nervousness. I have a strange feeling that something BIG and positive will happen to me today.
I don't know if it's the fact this today is my 30th day, or if something will happen in the material world, like at my work.
I guess I'll see. If nothing special happens to me at work today, or at home tonight, I guess it's just my neshama shining on her 30th clean day.
I spoke too soon.
I don't know what happened. That great feeling I had this morning is gone.
Now I feel like I want to act out, so badly!
The Y"H is fighting me hard on my 30th day.
He doesn't want you guys to donate the 60 bucks to GYE.
AAHH!!
You didnt speak to soon at all. Quite the contrary. Because you saw this day as a bright one, and because you were gonna use this to climb so high the yh came and is putting up the biggest fight he can!!! So show him that you roar much louder than him. Keep on roaring Momo!!!