Momo wrote on 06 Jan 2010 07:00:
I feel a bit stranger than usual today. I feel a positive energy, with a bit of nervousness. I have a strange feeling that something BIG and positive will happen to me today.
I don't know if it's the fact this today is my 30th day, or if something will happen in the material world, like at my work.
I guess I'll see. If nothing special happens to me at work today, or at home tonight, I guess it's just my neshama shining on her 30th clean day.
I spoke too soon.
I don't know what happened. That great feeling I had this morning is gone.
Now I feel like I want to act out, so badly!
The Y"H is fighting me hard on my 30th day.
He doesn't want you guys to donate the 60 bucks to GYE.
AAHH!!