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Re: Momo II: Another try 28 Dec 2009 12:59 #38896

Momo Current streak: 6 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1288 Karma: 3	habib613 wrote on 28 Dec 2009 12:47: kot, nmw! we're together for this fight! Sorry, can you spell it out for me? kot nmw ???
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Re: Momo II: Another try 28 Dec 2009 13:03 #38900

habib613	R' Barditchev says Keep On Trucking No Matter What
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Re: Momo II: Another try 28 Dec 2009 14:35 #38936

sci1977 Current streak: 438 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 895 Karma: 0	KUTGW!!!
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Re: Momo II: Another try 28 Dec 2009 14:52 #38944

Momo Current streak: 6 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1288 Karma: 3	Thanks everyone for the chizuk.
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Re: Momo II: Another try 28 Dec 2009 21:48 #39140

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Momo wrote on 27 Dec 2009 06:44:

So, I was thinking.... (Don't worry Dov, not to much

)

Something Duvid Chaim said. He said that we need to connect to our inner child. To remember a time when we were truly happy and self-confident, a time before the addiction started, or before the trauma that caused us to run to our addictive comfort zone.

I recommend everyone think about that child within himself/herself and connect with him/her. Remember what that child felt and how he/she acted.

I guess I'm starting to connect to that inner child.

I remember him now. For many years I had forgotten that he had ever existed.

Can you believe that up to age 12 I was extroverted, self-confident and happy? I actually used to put on one-man shows in front of my class, and prepare the material the night before, in my spare time.

Then something traumatic happened to me at age 12 (sorry, I won't go into details) and everything changed. I turned from a happy innocent child into an angry child with low self-esteem, got older, and discovered how to escape from the world. The rest is history, until a couple of weeks ago when I'm trying to rewrite history.

I did think my destiny was to try to free myself from the addiction, yet fail and die unclean. Now I know that even though I am an addict I do have a choice on how to act. My fate is not predetermined.

I think that is one of the most important things I've written in my entire life, and I've written a lot. I'll write it again. Now I know that even though I am an addict, I do have a choice on how to act.

Wow.

MOMO... (OMG!! I JUST HAD AN A&W MOMENT! I DECIDED TO SEND YOU THIS, AND JUST AS I TYPED YOUR NAME I GOT A TEXT FROM MY SON, WHO'S NICKNAME AT HOME IS MOMO!!)

Rod Sterling, where ARE you?!

Anyway, like I was trying to say, MOMO... (please scroll down....)

Momo wrote on 27 Dec 2009 08:25:

YOU ARE SOMEBODY VERY SPECIAL!!!

and I mean that from the bottom of my liver....

No one is so small that he can not give help, and no one is so big that he doesn't need it.

Kol HaOlam Kulo, Gesher Tzar Meod, V'HaIkkar: Lo L'Pacheid Klal.

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Re: Momo II: Another try 28 Dec 2009 23:59 #39228

Dov OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 1960 Karma: 383	More and more will get revealed, and the burdens will get lighter and lighter. And soon we see that the only one who can really add to the burden again, is........us. And the quickest way to do that is using "drugs". It gets even better, Momo. Hatzlocha!
	"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same." Last Edit: by Noahide86.

Re: Momo II: Another try 29 Dec 2009 00:01 #39233

imtrying25 Current streak: 16 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 3010 Karma: 2	dov wrote on 28 Dec 2009 23:59: More and more will get revealed, and the burdens will get lighter and lighter. And soon we see that the only one who can really add to the burden again, is........us. And the quickest way to do that is using "drugs". It gets even better, Momo. Hatzlocha! Powerful and deep words by the Rebbi himself.
	Last Edit: by eliezer12.

Re: Momo II: Another try 29 Dec 2009 05:44 #39284

habaletaher Current streak: 23 days OFFLINE Fresh Boarder Karma: 0	Momo wrote on 28 Dec 2009 09:13: GYE GUYS... Keep on Truckin'!!! ----------------------------------- Did you know the largest size you can use is 99pt? 100pt doesn't work, I tried it. :D Guard, if I copied this post 59 times to everyone's thread, would I break the server? ;D How do you do big sizes? I tried and it didn't work?
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Re: Momo II: Another try 29 Dec 2009 06:02 #39290

Momo Current streak: 6 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1288 Karma: 3	Hi y'all! Spiritually, doing fine, B"H. (Physically I'm feeling a bit under the weather, but at work today anyway.) Yesterday I finished my 21st day. I remember that my 21st year was my best year yet (and cleanest!). Makes sense that yesterday would be such a special day for me (the going away party for Uri). Good day everyone!
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Re: Momo II: Another try 29 Dec 2009 06:26 #39295

Momo Current streak: 6 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1288 Karma: 3	Habaletaher, To increase your font size, select the text you want to enlarge, then click the button of the A and the arrow pointing up and down (second from the right in the first row). You'll see the following tag at the beginning: size=10pt. To make the font larger, change "10pt" to the size you want. Sometimes I use 30pt, sometimes 40pt, or even 50pt. The largest you can use is 99pt. ;D
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Re: Momo II: Another try 29 Dec 2009 06:34 #39298

habaletaher Current streak: 23 days OFFLINE Fresh Boarder Karma: 0	Thanks Momo, you definitely are the GYE expert in this area, have a great and clean day.... I can smell 30 days already, that is when I get to donate the first pesos in honor of your incredible journey... Keep Rockin in the Free World!
	Last Edit: by gamebro65.

Re: Momo II: Another try 29 Dec 2009 06:37 #39300

Momo Current streak: 6 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1288 Karma: 3	habaletaher wrote on 29 Dec 2009 06:34: Thanks Momo, you definitely are the GYE expert in this area, have a great and clean day.... I can smell 30 days already, that is when I get to donate the first pesos in honor of your incredible journey... Keep Rockin in the Free World! Thank you and thanks again for your sponsorship!
	Last Edit: by lmentoor.

Re: Momo II: Another try 29 Dec 2009 06:52 #39305

habib613	have a good day! ;D
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Re: Momo II: Another try 29 Dec 2009 07:11 #39309

Momo Current streak: 6 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1288 Karma: 3	Ach! I'm so disappointed with myself. I was flipping through the newspaper and found something that made me slip. But at least I didn't fall. I started reading newspapers when Rav S forbade me to use the Net. I guess I should stop with the newspapers and only glance at the news headlines on the Net to catch up on the news.
	Last Edit: 29 Dec 2009 07:33 by ineedchange.

Re: Momo II: Another try 29 Dec 2009 07:35 #39312

Momo Current streak: 6 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1288 Karma: 3	habib613 wrote on 29 Dec 2009 06:52: have a good day! ;D Habib, I LOVE your pet rocks. You reminded me that I had a pet rock when I was a kid. It was "in" then (hope I'm not aging myself ).
	Last Edit: by jonathanw.