'Ivdu es Hashem b'simcha"
I know it sounds crazy
Im missing the 'crazy' part...?
I fully agree about the concept of lessening the simcha during the 9 days. In theory. Practically, Im not so sure.
There is a major difference between sadness and depression. Unfortunately, the YH also knows that, and uses this time of year to pounce on us by bringing our simcha level down to depression. Sadness and ruchnius emptiness is a mitzvah this time of year. Depression is an aveira 24/7.
I think that most GYE members (all?) suffer from low self esteem. Its a basic symptom of our addiction. For us, depression is always lurking around the corner. Kal v'chomer this time of year when the YH convinces us its a
mitzvah Just as it is a mitzvah to bring cheer to a hospital ward all year round, so to simcha is needed on GYE,
davka now.
Just a short explanation (to myself?!) as to why I am still trying to post 'up' posts.
Here at GYE, we will bring Mashiach by laughing the menuval away before tisha B'AV ;D