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Re: bardichev's battle 16 Jan 2011 23:41 #93425

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Nisht Gezurgt! The Rebbe Aint going no place and aint changing no names.

Lets just look back at Rage. ha ha ha! he tried coming back under a new name and that was the funniest day on GYE.

Everyone picked up on it! EVERYONE!

You Can Run, But You Can Hide, but you can't Escape GYE!

We will find ya and bring you to justice!
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Re: bardichev's battle 16 Jan 2011 23:44 #93426

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I know y'all saw this post back in benndy's fuddem but I'm trying to reach 800 posts so the rebbe feels a bit more comfotable with his 4000 so i re posted it right here.
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ok guys! I'm otta here for tonight! gtg Chome.
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Re: bardichev's battle 16 Jan 2011 23:46 #93428

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1 more post and i reached 800.
what am i gonna say?
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Re: bardichev's battle 16 Jan 2011 23:49 #93429

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Does any one have any suggestions what I can write in my 800th post?

Oops! look at that!

I got here!

All I have to do is hit Post and there it is!

Rebbe! do you see what a Getreiyeh Gabbe you have?

all this just for you!
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Re: bardichev's battle 16 Jan 2011 23:56 #93430

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Just write KOT!
For Dov and the other two guys who care,
My real name really is
 Eli
Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee




 
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Re: bardichev's battle 17 Jan 2011 05:25 #93442

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« Reply #14 on: April 23, 2009, 12:40:30 AM »

hello everyone
What a great honor I received when I opened today?s chizuk e-mail #459.I am so glad that my struggle can be a source of encouragement to others.
What is so unique about this forum is that in on itself it really provides the antidote to addiction. My addiction is TAAVA it says L?Taava Yivakesh Nifrad in order to be a Baal Taava one needs to be alone. Lonesomeness   depressions helplessness boredom are really different levels or layers of alone. Being part of a group if their goal is to serve Hashem that on its own beats the Y?H away.

I once heard a very nice story from one of the previous Slonimer Rebbes ZT?L.
 This Rebbe had a Chassid that embarked on a business trip. Being away from the comfort and protection of home he was tempted with the Nisayon of Yosef Hatzaddik.
In a moment of cheshbon hanefesh he said to himself ?when I come back my Rebbe will see that I sinned?. So he thought ?I will avoid my Rebbe?. Then he said to himself my friends will notice on my behavior that I sinned. Can I live without friends NO I need my friends and that helped him overcome his Y?H.
 When he came home his Rebbe told him ?what a great Rebbe can?t accomplish good friends CAN.

Toady is my 34th clean day. B?H. Today sefirah is 13 L?Omer which corresponds with
Yesod ShebiGevurah. This day is really auspicious to every person on this forum. what we are doing is try to be Mesaken the middah of yesod (lit. foundation) and we are doing it with tremendous Gevurah.

As I once said this forum would have been a Nachas For the Heilige Bardichever .To see how regular people are trying withal their might to fight the greatest Y?H in history. The streets we travel and stores we shop in stoop to the lowest level just to sell basic products. The media is one piece of filth. The computer OY VEY this is Y?H final hideout.

Let us all remind ourselves what it was that pushed us to seek help.What was it about the addiction that we hated the most. If you focus on that it will help you not slip or fall.
For me it was as follows (this list I compiled on day 10)

A. A crutch to give me instant satisfaction
B. I knew what I was doing was wrong.
C. I was making excuses for my behavior
D. I was a hypocrite
E. I couldn?t Daven
F. I felt guilty and ugly
H. I felt controlled (inhuman)
G. I convinced myself that I can change my behavior in a second which I know it?s not true.

My friends keep me strong. I really want to be a normal person I feel the taste of freedom.

Humbled and happy
bardichev
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Re: bardichev's battle 17 Jan 2011 18:40 #93499

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which avatar do u like best??

series 1
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Re: bardichev's battle 17 Jan 2011 18:43 #93501

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i like the bottom one
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: bardichev's battle 17 Jan 2011 18:45 #93503

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series 2
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Re: bardichev's battle 17 Jan 2011 19:09 #93510

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One thing's for sure -it seems those guys have already found GYE!!!
For Dov and the other two guys who care,
My real name really is
 Eli
Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee




 
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Re: bardichev's battle 17 Jan 2011 19:19 #93516

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Barsd's Ich hub moira az einer fin de bilder is actually YOU!

Anyways, if you don't get that narrishe name change business out of your system...

We're going to have to step up the popular uprising, and bring the Hafgannah HERE!!!

EBD

PS Ich hub alle mull getainet az de mafginim zennen a bande leitzunim...

I said, if you guys are serious... why don't you burn trash and stop the traffic in Kikkar Tzion, Rechov Yaffo, or Tel Aviv?

Fin farbrennen inter mein fenster vesti gurnisht hubben, Mainst az es art zai? Ich ken dir helfen mit eppes? NO

Go tzind uhn a mist in Herzliya or Tzfon Tel Aviv...

Ay, the cops? They beat the living daylights out of you in Meah Shearim anyways, und vus art dir where you get your teeth knocked out and an eye or two!
For Dov and the other two guys who care,
My real name really is
 Eli
Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee




 
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Re: bardichev's battle 17 Jan 2011 19:39 #93520

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Efshar is good at name changes Rebbe...
Hashem is addicted to you! Feel His hugs!"Sheva yipol tzaddik VKUM"
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Re: bardichev's battle 17 Jan 2011 21:34 #93546

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Re: bardichev's battle 17 Jan 2011 21:40 #93547

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you just blew Mom's cover....
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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