always happy

always needing to be humble

i unlocked tho thread so ramatgan can read it


keep the battle alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happiness is a forum with Rebbeinu Reb Bards in it.

Right up there next to chocolate mouse.

You hear that, Barrister? You're sweeter that CANDY!!

Choclate covered pickles

Bardichev's Battle declared a ceasefire?

No way

GUNZZ BLAZZING

TRUCK RUNNING ON ALL CYLINDARS!!!


GEVALDIGGGGGGGGG!!

KOT

bardichev

ahhhhhh

rebbe bardy, duss iz dee spirit!

can we get a few blasts on the air-horn?

Zemmy I am driving down the main road of bards town from west to east I will give u a blast


Herr ois.


I need to talk very openly to many of our veterans here

Zemms u are a veteran with 1000 posts so you gotta listen


Our job here is not to be shmuts free

Our job is not to reinvent ourselves

Our job is not EVEN to change


!BARDS VUSS ZUGST DU!!!

STAM KEFFIRRA??!!


Slow boys slow

Herr ois


I myself and many veterans here have contacted me on my help line

They are crying

Waaaaaaa

I went 90 180. 360 2 years etc etc

And I still urge

I still need the fix

I still get triggerred

Pssssst shhhh I still slip and falll

Waaaaaaaaaa!!!


Herrr ois

This is very very important

What we do here is very interesting

We activate dormant energy that was put to sleep by our addiction


Keep on reading boys

Its important

Again ill be masbir

The addiction is fun it gives pleasure. It provides an escape hatch from the real issues in life

But but ... (Bards is back in form)

It kills everything in our human nature

It kills the energy we need to be able to work on breaking the pattern

So the addiction is really set up good

He comes in drives u to the amusement park locks u in. And robs your car. So u are stuck

And he tells u don't even try to leave

It will be worse if you leave

You NEED to be here


Ok

Now what we are accomplishing here is

Is

Azoi

We say there is no amusement park

There are no gates

We are not trapped

We shine light on the addiction

And it begins to fade


What we accoplish here is NOT a cure

It is NOT magic

And we will never ever be lust free


Nevevvvvvvvver

But we got the "gevver" the "ammunition" within our minds to say. I'm only a prisnor of my own imagination


Bards

KOT

 

Yosef thanks for trying to re-ignite my foodim

Zemms I put my heart into a longy bardsy styly posty

Hey no takers

That's fine I have 4 kretchmers to tend

KOT

B


Hey Y"H keep away from my boys

Your days are numbered

rebbe b

that post is a classic, no doubt about it
i read it a few times
will read it again
still in middle of learning it
it's a lot more to digest than a "kutgw kot "

i'm not as quick on the draw as the rebbe
so while you are able to straighten up the kretchmas, throw out the pooritz, unpack the palletts of Woodford, i will be imbibing the Waters of Life from the Bardichever Fountain...

thanks very much rebbe b
you are very much of what makes GYE such a special holy place

oh, and one more thing:
kutgw and kot

one of your humble and usually happy talmidim
zemms

choshuva reidd!

I am not sure were I should be

Here or in one of my pubs


Let's talk Tachlis

I will leave lust out of the conversation here

We will go on one topic

We lack a clear picture of who we really are

Ask yourself

Who am I ?

What are my three strongest attributes?


What am a good at?

What defines my judgment?

What are my 3 clear goals?

What am I doing to acheive those goals?


Am I really what I think I am?

Why is this self inventory important?

Because if we had a clear and defined objective

Then we will live life in the scope of reaching that objective

Than as DOV says I don't care which "lav" suicide is

I don't care which "lav" lusting is

I don't play russian rouleTte. I don't lay down on I 95. I don't drink the poison of lust. Because it will detroy my life

My goals and my self inventory are my "life"

That's who I am

I will not kill myself


KOT

Bards

hey rebbe b!
i"m still in the amusement park trying to get some kosher popcorn and you want me to have life-goals also?

i think we can declare that this thread is officially 'alive'
and it's rockin and rollin

deep deep stuff
classical bardichev
thanks for sharing
keep those coming, please

bardichev wrote on 15 Dec 2010 04:48:


Hey! I thought we were buddies?  ???




Oh! You must mean the other Y"H. We share initial & get confused sometimes...
Yosef Hatzadik wrote on 07 Jun 2010 17:16:



A talmid chover,
YH (Yosef Hatzadik this time)

hey yetzer hora you're a real mean guy....nanananan (don't know the words)...Yetzer hara, stop picking on me ---country yossi

i would like to add, mr. bards sir, that some people get a thrill out of almost dying. as a teen i used to lie down on main streets in the middle of the night with my buddies and listen to hear if a car was coming or do other stupid things like that. i don't think i cared too much whether i died or not...

but hte way i learnt to care was to GET to know myself and who i was. then i said 'hey i'm a pretty decent guy' and it was uphill from there, to the point that im in recovery right now.

so its true, get to know yourself, and you stop killing urself in whatever way... begin enjoying life and the awesome 'you' that's in it -everything else kind of follows along