hi everybody! I'm just wanna be free simply because that's what I want, freedom to be the real me . I just joined the forum. i struggle with the occasional P usually when i have access but thats not always. i also struggle with call lines and more importantly with M usually multiple times a week and on a day i fall it could be multiple times that day. I haven't done anything near ninety days for a couple years but maybe with your help i can do it, Cheer me on please!

Welcome brother!!! Another yid who wants a kadosh life ,a lust free life , cause honestly with the amount of lust we keep ourselves busy with were only living half a life thers so much more that we can be experiencing it's just numbed by our feelings of guilt ,self hatred, and shame !!
lchaim to new beginnings!! 
You'll have a lot of hazlacha!!
Stick around and read through other threads many find it very helpful.
  Rooting for you!!!

thank you lamaazavtani i appreciate your positivity and encouragement. also totally agree with you that there's a whole other aspect to this fight besides of course the most important one that this is what hashem wants from us, its also not living the good life to live a life of lust.