BHB, thanks for responding to my post and offering insight. I want to go through your post at a later time slowly and digest. I read through it hastily now but you seem to be a really smart, thought out, and well worded individual. Thanks for replying.

I had my first accountability session and although I didnt score 100% on the first day on my goals, I am making progress and moving forward. No falls, and nothing innapropriate, BH. 

Shabbat Shalom u'Mevorach