Regretfully, I had a fall.
My shmira that I had in place worked, but there are still holes in my internet system.
I think that I probably can patch it up with the filtering company...I think I just dont want to give it up.
Yetzer hara.
I think this is due to certain triggers that influence my bad behavior.
Im just trying to be raw and honest.
And get chizzuk to do the right thing.
I am proud of the past two weeks though.