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Day 20:
Sunday
Baruch Hashem in the morning I was on my wife’s WhatsApp statuses. I was going through her status and then I ended up on Amazon shorts and I felt my mind and body trying to shift me to run into something inappriopate. I said no and I got out bed and got ready for shacris. As the day went I had no urges, I kept myself busy and did some house work that needed to be done. The I went to a birthday party and there were people that my eye kept on trying to look, I tried to avoid it but every time I turned around there was someone else. It’s hard to control your cues when you are in an unfamiliar environment. Baruch Hashem I did not act out. I went home and continued with my house work and was home alone. I had another urge this saying” hey no one is home you can have some fun”, again I said no. Sometime I feel like I am completely healed and that I can trust myself to watch something but deep down I know it’s my yeter hara trying to use a different method to make me fall....