Day 8 clean here we go
I had a huge urge early this afternoon and I knew that I was going to fail so I left my room and went for a 2 hour bike ride and the urge was gone.BH overcame this one - it's is apparently a eis razton when you overcome an urge so I davened for a strong and enjoyable zman in the summer. It is crazy how from one second to the next I could be celebrating how I am so happy and free because I am clean yet mamesh 15 seconds later about to fall. It is a lesson that my boundaries - keeping technology out of my bed among others - have to remain strong and I have to remain vigilant.
Keep trucking!!!
